The past week had been a total wreck. On an emotional rollercoaster again.

Since school started I've been living day by day. I couldn't wait to get out of school to meet boyfriend. I look forward to fridays when I can finally see my good friends. In short, I didn't want to go school.

I see no joy in going to school anymore. To be honest, what really gets through my days are baby and those friends who I hang out with. 6 to 8 months back, I planned my days, when to have fun, where to go, what to do. Now, school eats my time up. I still want to play. If study, I want to study with my friends who I can have fun with. I'm okay with my classmates but nothing beats being able to study with the ones who can truly put a smile on my face. It's sad to have baby and those friends of mine missing out on my school life.If time can go back....


Our 9 months 3 days later. Another 3 months later, it's our 1 year(: I'm counting and still counting, and hope that I'll never stop counting.
Since friday, I've been missing my dear boy alot. You can call that the aftermath of something, or simply because I miss him. I don't know.

I'm tired. I need my sleep. I need to stop studying and pause for awhile to absorb everything that has happened for the past 6 weeks-the day since school started. I want to have a change of environment. Baby, you see this?