lstjan
NYP
attached to weeboon
Date : Sunday, December 30, 2007
Time : 8:44 PM
Title :
dude, i miss you but not telling you. i dont know how and im scared to let you know. it's just onesided love.
Time : 8:44 PM
Title :
dude, i miss you but not telling you. i dont know how and im scared to let you know. it's just onesided love.
Date :
Time : 4:13 PM
Title :
YAN YA LUN is so handsome. I really really really love his hair. But, I must be strong, and be a girl! the past 2 years of short hair is long enough to last me for abt another... 2 years?
anyway, my new hair is like lion like that. -.-
dearest chewyibin,
sorry for my LAN chinese la. But I dont know how to express them in english lor. U also know my chinese is lousy de yao ming.
就要开学了。一开学，日子到底会怎么过呢？我对他还是念念不忘的，没有办法把他给忘了。现在就连 syuqrie 知道我不断地emo-ing，都开始觉得烦了。真的对不起！
一个多月前，我问了 348 ，能不能陪我过15岁生日? 他并没有回我一个答案。就像两天前一样，问他是否昨天会出门吗？no reply....
我知道，他不想让我知道。我也知道，他不想和我过我十五岁的生日。
还以为昨天能再看到他，不是在远远的看着他踢足球，而是靠近地看着他的脸，把他样子好好地记住，再把他给紧紧地抱住。。。 什么时候能再看到他？
他是否知道因为他，我变成了一个忘了怎么笑的人？我的世界看不到太阳了。。。很冷，很寂寞，很黑暗。
虽然快乐的日子是短暂的，短短的几个星期，但我仍然还是觉得很幸福。记得有一次， 因为想他想得很难过，syuq 就msg了他，告诉他我过得很不快乐。他就打电话给我，还说如果我要的话，他就会天天打给我，跟我讲话。真甜吧。
怎么我对他的事都记得清清楚楚？
我很想他，想得连哭都哭了起来。所有快乐的回忆都已一个一个变成了痛苦的回忆。我不敢再想它们，因为它们从一开始，就不属于我的。他的心，也不属于我的，我没有那能力把他的心给留住。。。
这些日子以来，我曾没有想过能当他的女朋友。我承认，我是要当他旁边的重要女人，可是，我真真希望的是，他能多跟我讲话，注意我多一点。当他跟我讲话的时候，我就像一个非常快乐、自由的小鸟，在天空高兴地飞来飞去，享受世界的美。
虽然很靠近，但你总就是摸不到。
Time : 4:13 PM
Title :
YAN YA LUN is so handsome. I really really really love his hair. But, I must be strong, and be a girl! the past 2 years of short hair is long enough to last me for abt another... 2 years?
anyway, my new hair is like lion like that. -.-
dearest chewyibin,
sorry for my LAN chinese la. But I dont know how to express them in english lor. U also know my chinese is lousy de yao ming.
就要开学了。一开学，日子到底会怎么过呢？我对他还是念念不忘的，没有办法把他给忘了。现在就连 syuqrie 知道我不断地emo-ing，都开始觉得烦了。真的对不起！
一个多月前，我问了 348 ，能不能陪我过15岁生日? 他并没有回我一个答案。就像两天前一样，问他是否昨天会出门吗？no reply....
我知道，他不想让我知道。我也知道，他不想和我过我十五岁的生日。
还以为昨天能再看到他，不是在远远的看着他踢足球，而是靠近地看着他的脸，把他样子好好地记住，再把他给紧紧地抱住。。。 什么时候能再看到他？
他是否知道因为他，我变成了一个忘了怎么笑的人？我的世界看不到太阳了。。。很冷，很寂寞，很黑暗。
虽然快乐的日子是短暂的，短短的几个星期，但我仍然还是觉得很幸福。记得有一次， 因为想他想得很难过，syuq 就msg了他，告诉他我过得很不快乐。他就打电话给我，还说如果我要的话，他就会天天打给我，跟我讲话。真甜吧。
怎么我对他的事都记得清清楚楚？
我很想他，想得连哭都哭了起来。所有快乐的回忆都已一个一个变成了痛苦的回忆。我不敢再想它们，因为它们从一开始，就不属于我的。他的心，也不属于我的，我没有那能力把他的心给留住。。。
这些日子以来，我曾没有想过能当他的女朋友。我承认，我是要当他旁边的重要女人，可是，我真真希望的是，他能多跟我讲话，注意我多一点。当他跟我讲话的时候，我就像一个非常快乐、自由的小鸟，在天空高兴地飞来飞去，享受世界的美。
虽然很靠近，但你总就是摸不到。
Date : Friday, December 28, 2007
Time : 11:55 PM
Title :
not really good.. but i still like it.
I was drawing, body all slouched onto the couch. turned out better than i expected first time. haha. again, not perfect, but i still like it.
nth to do, so combined all my best drawings of this bear together. eh..... i didnt scan them properly from my sketch book. haha
and and, the bottom right drawing.. got one little bear, NOT INCLUDED -.-
9;12 PM
Yesterday talked to SUPERBW for a shoooooorrt while on msn! awww, she's so sweet! She said I must smile once in a while to cheer myself up. (: But somehow I've lost my smile.
Yesterday, went to yishun park with nessa, mie2 and ger.... to have an early celebration for my birthday! I was really really happy. Got the cake, light the candles, dont know used up how many matches! All say Mie2's matches lao ya pok XD Then we talked alot... waited for the workers to complete the playground so we can play.. till it drizzled alittle, but nessa had to go off, so we didnt get to play! ):
I made 2 wishes. one for friends, another about 348, and none for family >.<
Before we went off, asked if i could just see him, if he is playing soccer. I recognised him immediately from far... (nessa looked at wrong one. haha.but she saw soon enough)hmm. i couldn't bear to leave. i could have just... run and pull him out of his game and give him a tight and looonnng hug. I was going to break down at that moment. well, i got my friends with me.. so i didnt! *proud of myself*
But.. well.. he didnt want to see me.
Drank barcardi ytd night. Ruby grape fruit. Immediately addicted to it. Tonight might try the lime one! My mom also said she bought many bottles of barcardi because she knows i like to drink. haha.
Today did nothing. I felt like drawing all of a sudden. Went to look for forever friends bear online. found 2, but... i lost the touch of drawing. got frustrated... But still...... until late afternoon, i drew them out! Later scan them and post. hhaha.
empty laughter. sayonara.
Time : 11:55 PM
Title :
not really good.. but i still like it.
I was drawing, body all slouched onto the couch. turned out better than i expected first time. haha. again, not perfect, but i still like it.
nth to do, so combined all my best drawings of this bear together. eh..... i didnt scan them properly from my sketch book. haha
and and, the bottom right drawing.. got one little bear, NOT INCLUDED -.-
9;12 PM
Yesterday talked to SUPERBW for a shoooooorrt while on msn! awww, she's so sweet! She said I must smile once in a while to cheer myself up. (: But somehow I've lost my smile.
Yesterday, went to yishun park with nessa, mie2 and ger.... to have an early celebration for my birthday! I was really really happy. Got the cake, light the candles, dont know used up how many matches! All say Mie2's matches lao ya pok XD Then we talked alot... waited for the workers to complete the playground so we can play.. till it drizzled alittle, but nessa had to go off, so we didnt get to play! ):
I made 2 wishes. one for friends, another about 348, and none for family >.<
Before we went off, asked if i could just see him, if he is playing soccer. I recognised him immediately from far... (nessa looked at wrong one. haha.but she saw soon enough)hmm. i couldn't bear to leave. i could have just... run and pull him out of his game and give him a tight and looonnng hug. I was going to break down at that moment. well, i got my friends with me.. so i didnt! *proud of myself*
But.. well.. he didnt want to see me.
Drank barcardi ytd night. Ruby grape fruit. Immediately addicted to it. Tonight might try the lime one! My mom also said she bought many bottles of barcardi because she knows i like to drink. haha.
Today did nothing. I felt like drawing all of a sudden. Went to look for forever friends bear online. found 2, but... i lost the touch of drawing. got frustrated... But still...... until late afternoon, i drew them out! Later scan them and post. hhaha.
empty laughter. sayonara.
Date : Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Time : 10:39 PM
Title :
I did this last year... reflection on 2006.
So... I'm going to do it again!
Reflections for 07:
Wonderful year... Best year, have to say. 'Cause there's OBS, ShackletonChalet, Sec3 cohort camp at PulauUbin + walking to the resort on the 2Nd evening! (:
and of course... 3-9'07 ^^
I'm very reluctant to let go of this year.
I had SOOOOOO much fun.
I can't bear to think that OBS is a past thing.
I miss EVERYONE from Shackleton!
I'm a stupid sentimental person and likes to think of really happy things.
So I'm always missing ST like mad.
why why why. we promised to stay in contact but now,
we're online but not talking?
yes? and the bloody two, no THREE color patches on my thighs from obs is not yet gone?!?!
especially the right thigh... DARKER THAN THE LEFT. -.-"
): Im talking abt OBS again...
slap me, someone.
I've been a LITTLLLE more rebellious this year. Got to change!
I've got my heart broken twice this year. ):
I've met someone I like alot,
but he isn't paying much attention to me.
I don't expect him to msg me everyday or alot or sth.. cause I know it's NOT possible.
but sometimes a little good night msg also will do.
or or.... or a little conv everynow and then.
*pointing finger at myself* STOP IT.
hmm.
I did not do quite well this year,
but still manage to be top ten in level? WTH.
BUT WHO CARES, I WILL IMPROVE.
And lastly, I made many many many many many new and GOOD friends!
Oh, Im a converted. understand?? hahahah
Resolutions for 2008:
-I want to excel in my studies and O's.
I'VE GOT TO GET L1R5 8 AND BELOW #'$!%^&*
-I'm gonna be a better person.
-Left with bout 4mths,
but must improve in TKD! ; BE A BETTER BLACK BELTER~~~~~~~ ; BE PROMOTED TO THE NEXT HIGHER DAN AFTER 16!
Try to remember all the patterns. Terrible, got long term memory loss also? T_T
Wishes for 2008:
- L1R5 8 (AHAHAHAHAHA, I repeat it again didnt i?)
- SECOND SHACKLETON CHALET.
- PURPLE hair after o's
- STRAIGHT + CURLY HAIR (cannot imagine eh. haha)
- another piercing on left ear.
- Get a tattoo (MY FOOT. -.-)
- Improve on roller blading skills.
- A NEW BIKE AND ROLLERBLADES
- DDR dancing mat.
- Burn secondary texts with friends after o's. BURN BURN BURN! IM ALREADY THINKING BOUT IT.
- A RED SKINNY! APPARENTLY IM DAM BROKE RIGHT NOW. SO I CANT AFFORD ANOTHER SKINNY T_T
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- I want.... errr..! (I.. just really have to stop dreaming alright. -.-)
Time : 10:39 PM
Title :
I did this last year... reflection on 2006.
So... I'm going to do it again!
Reflections for 07:
Wonderful year... Best year, have to say. 'Cause there's OBS, ShackletonChalet, Sec3 cohort camp at PulauUbin + walking to the resort on the 2Nd evening! (:
and of course... 3-9'07 ^^
I'm very reluctant to let go of this year.
I had SOOOOOO much fun.
I can't bear to think that OBS is a past thing.
I miss EVERYONE from Shackleton!
I'm a stupid sentimental person and likes to think of really happy things.
So I'm always missing ST like mad.
why why why. we promised to stay in contact but now,
we're online but not talking?
yes? and the bloody two, no THREE color patches on my thighs from obs is not yet gone?!?!
especially the right thigh... DARKER THAN THE LEFT. -.-"
): Im talking abt OBS again...
slap me, someone.
I've been a LITTLLLE more rebellious this year. Got to change!
I've got my heart broken twice this year. ):
I've met someone I like alot,
but he isn't paying much attention to me.
I don't expect him to msg me everyday or alot or sth.. cause I know it's NOT possible.
but sometimes a little good night msg also will do.
or or.... or a little conv everynow and then.
*pointing finger at myself* STOP IT.
hmm.
I did not do quite well this year,
but still manage to be top ten in level? WTH.
BUT WHO CARES, I WILL IMPROVE.
And lastly, I made many many many many many new and GOOD friends!
Oh, Im a converted. understand?? hahahah
Resolutions for 2008:
-I want to excel in my studies and O's.
I'VE GOT TO GET L1R5 8 AND BELOW #'$!%^&*
-I'm gonna be a better person.
-Left with bout 4mths,
but must improve in TKD! ; BE A BETTER BLACK BELTER~~~~~~~ ; BE PROMOTED TO THE NEXT HIGHER DAN AFTER 16!
Try to remember all the patterns. Terrible, got long term memory loss also? T_T
Wishes for 2008:
- L1R5 8 (AHAHAHAHAHA, I repeat it again didnt i?)
- SECOND SHACKLETON CHALET.
- PURPLE hair after o's
- STRAIGHT + CURLY HAIR (cannot imagine eh. haha)
- another piercing on left ear.
- Get a tattoo (MY FOOT. -.-)
- Improve on roller blading skills.
- A NEW BIKE AND ROLLERBLADES
- DDR dancing mat.
- Burn secondary texts with friends after o's. BURN BURN BURN! IM ALREADY THINKING BOUT IT.
- A RED SKINNY! APPARENTLY IM DAM BROKE RIGHT NOW. SO I CANT AFFORD ANOTHER SKINNY T_T
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- I want.... errr..! (I.. just really have to stop dreaming alright. -.-)
Date :
Time : 10:24 PM
Title :
I have complete ss assignment! Wah, do until so pekcek. FAN LIAN!
"Geng" until wanna ki siao again?
Left amaths ws2 and emaths! WAHAHAHAHA.
This morning pulled myself out of bed.forget what time, but...
*proud of myself*
hahaha.
went to cut hair.
AND AND. my fringe is super short! ):
(it's not actually? Im not used to it. T_T)
anyway, so, im going to do sth bout my hair for tmr. haha.
But i like my hair! *smile widely*
New hair(NOT literally), new start?
LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS.
But I cant let you go,
even though we will never be together.
):
TMR at yishun park(again! haha) with
NESSA,MIE2 and GER!
Stephanie cannot go.):
and sarah at sarawak!
HNG. ALL pangseh me go holiday?
BAOWEN'S BACK FROM JAPAN, TODAY! FASTER LA U BAKA, COME ONLINE!
Time : 10:24 PM
Title :
I have complete ss assignment! Wah, do until so pekcek. FAN LIAN!
"Geng" until wanna ki siao again?
Left amaths ws2 and emaths! WAHAHAHAHA.
This morning pulled myself out of bed.forget what time, but...
*proud of myself*
hahaha.
went to cut hair.
AND AND. my fringe is super short! ):
(it's not actually? Im not used to it. T_T)
anyway, so, im going to do sth bout my hair for tmr. haha.
But i like my hair! *smile widely*
New hair(NOT literally), new start?
LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS.
But I cant let you go,
even though we will never be together.
):
TMR at yishun park(again! haha) with
NESSA,MIE2 and GER!
Stephanie cannot go.):
and sarah at sarawak!
HNG. ALL pangseh me go holiday?
BAOWEN'S BACK FROM JAPAN, TODAY! FASTER LA U BAKA, COME ONLINE!
Date :
Time : 1:34 AM
Title :
This.Social.Studies.Assignment.Is.Total.Bullshit.
!#$%^)&*_+%$#!(*&^
I've been searching for hours... From USA and North Korea, to Southern Thailand conflicts... Then myanmar and international community. Wah damn fed-up sia. I thought at least, finally AT THIS TIMING, I can get some answers. But NO!!!!! I searched till i got agitated and watched tv, got hungry and went to eat, went nuts that i dont know what happened. And I got a little present while at that - A LAGGING COMPUTER. AND! I can't even open new internet windows!! ALLAAMAAAAKK
The school got nothing better to do but to give this kind of stupid hw is it? CANT THEY GIVE EASIER ONES???!
Actually, I've already started on the conflict between USA and North Korea. Wah, still do so nicely like exactly in the format of a newspaper report! But ALAS, asshole, I dont know how to find and type for WHAT ARE THE REASONS BEHIND THIS CONFLICT AND IMPACTS? I dont even know how to find LORRRRRRRRRR.
Even the online homework.... pfffft~
Waste time searching, checking for datelines, printing and waste paper, just for those online hw. I AM SO GLAD IM GOING TO GRADUATE FROM THIS bla bla SCHOOL. I cant wait to get out of it and take my designing course in poly.
Haiyo, I've become complain queen like that? BLAHH!!
Time : 1:34 AM
Title :
This.Social.Studies.Assignment.Is.Total.Bullshit.
!#$%^)&*_+%$#!(*&^
I've been searching for hours... From USA and North Korea, to Southern Thailand conflicts... Then myanmar and international community. Wah damn fed-up sia. I thought at least, finally AT THIS TIMING, I can get some answers. But NO!!!!! I searched till i got agitated and watched tv, got hungry and went to eat, went nuts that i dont know what happened. And I got a little present while at that - A LAGGING COMPUTER. AND! I can't even open new internet windows!! ALLAAMAAAAKK
The school got nothing better to do but to give this kind of stupid hw is it? CANT THEY GIVE EASIER ONES???!
Actually, I've already started on the conflict between USA and North Korea. Wah, still do so nicely like exactly in the format of a newspaper report! But ALAS, asshole, I dont know how to find and type for WHAT ARE THE REASONS BEHIND THIS CONFLICT AND IMPACTS? I dont even know how to find LORRRRRRRRRR.
Even the online homework.... pfffft~
Waste time searching, checking for datelines, printing and waste paper, just for those online hw. I AM SO GLAD IM GOING TO GRADUATE FROM THIS bla bla SCHOOL. I cant wait to get out of it and take my designing course in poly.
Haiyo, I've become complain queen like that? BLAHH!!
Date : Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Time : 12:22 AM
Title :
MERRY XMAS PEOPLE!
Tis the season to be kissing under the mistletoe!
LOLS
Time : 12:22 AM
Title :
MERRY XMAS PEOPLE!
Tis the season to be kissing under the mistletoe!
LOLS
Date : Monday, December 24, 2007
Time : 11:35 PM
Title :
I just came back from jogging, smelly and stuff. hahaha. bro got the toilet first! then.. next is my daddy.
WHILE WE WERE JOGGING, WE SAW A COUPLE KISSING PASSIONATELY, UNDER NO-LIGHTS! L-O-L
LOL LA, daddy was being a kuku while we were jogging! I had to stop jogging a few times cos i was laughing. If we could find the bowling vouchers, we should be still bowling by now! perhaps return at 12am++. FREE BOWLING SIA!!! everyone was turning the house upside down. and my mom keep asking me " You take the vouchers one right? "
I know I like to keep alot of things, but this kind of thing where got want to keep?? -.-
I was halfway looking through the papers searching for the vouchers, when i came across LOTS OF JUNKS, especially letters from school in JANUARY, or CONCORDPRI's 2003 newsletter-.-
the worse is, i saw the plan that our sch canteen is supposed to have now, i became #!$%&*(! They said they were going to renovate the canteen, but after a year... we're still seeing NOTHING??
ZZZZZZZZ
`I cried to sleep ytd night, and i woke up, and cried again! I feel so terrible. In the middle of the night i woke and sleep, woke and sleep, on off on off. I feel so empty. )':
Hey syuqrie, sorry that i hurt you this morning... I feel that you're still upset at me for saying what i've said? please forgive me. I really didnt mean too. I was feeling so, so terrible, and after your every sms, i cried even more.
I'm sorry!
Time : 11:35 PM
Title :
I just came back from jogging, smelly and stuff. hahaha. bro got the toilet first! then.. next is my daddy.
WHILE WE WERE JOGGING, WE SAW A COUPLE KISSING PASSIONATELY, UNDER NO-LIGHTS! L-O-L
LOL LA, daddy was being a kuku while we were jogging! I had to stop jogging a few times cos i was laughing. If we could find the bowling vouchers, we should be still bowling by now! perhaps return at 12am++. FREE BOWLING SIA!!! everyone was turning the house upside down. and my mom keep asking me " You take the vouchers one right? "
I know I like to keep alot of things, but this kind of thing where got want to keep?? -.-
I was halfway looking through the papers searching for the vouchers, when i came across LOTS OF JUNKS, especially letters from school in JANUARY, or CONCORDPRI's 2003 newsletter-.-
the worse is, i saw the plan that our sch canteen is supposed to have now, i became #!$%&*(! They said they were going to renovate the canteen, but after a year... we're still seeing NOTHING??
ZZZZZZZZ
`I cried to sleep ytd night, and i woke up, and cried again! I feel so terrible. In the middle of the night i woke and sleep, woke and sleep, on off on off. I feel so empty. )':
Hey syuqrie, sorry that i hurt you this morning... I feel that you're still upset at me for saying what i've said? please forgive me. I really didnt mean too. I was feeling so, so terrible, and after your every sms, i cried even more.
I'm sorry!
Date :
Time : 11:55 AM
Title :
I do dream of my own fairytale,
where my prince will be on a grand, white horse,
riding towards my cottage,
to fetch me to the castle,
to be wedded.
But sadly enough, I've forgotten there's no fairytales.
This is the cold, harsh and cruel world - the reality.
Suddenly, my hopes are being dashed,
as I slowly pick myself up from my wishful thinking.
Back at the castle, deep inside, lay another but your actual princess,
just like me, beautifully dressed, waiting for our prince
- Look at the smile and excitement!
Then I arrived. But alas!
Humiliation surfaced instead,
as sadness pierced into the delicate heart like a million knives,
and then... I collapse.
I blinked,
and my wedding gown disappear,
just like Cinderella and her story;
I left only my glass slippers.
But what are they?
Blood of painful memories.
This is afterall, the reality,
and fairytales exist only in books,
horrible world created by human beings.
True love's kiss?
Snap! Don't dream.
Shhh.. after I dry my last tear, I promise never to cry for you again.
Shhh again, don't wait if you're not going to gain anything.
`that's me.
But I'm still dreaming.
Time : 11:55 AM
Title :
I do dream of my own fairytale,
where my prince will be on a grand, white horse,
riding towards my cottage,
to fetch me to the castle,
to be wedded.
But sadly enough, I've forgotten there's no fairytales.
This is the cold, harsh and cruel world - the reality.
Suddenly, my hopes are being dashed,
as I slowly pick myself up from my wishful thinking.
Back at the castle, deep inside, lay another but your actual princess,
just like me, beautifully dressed, waiting for our prince
- Look at the smile and excitement!
Then I arrived. But alas!
Humiliation surfaced instead,
as sadness pierced into the delicate heart like a million knives,
and then... I collapse.
I blinked,
and my wedding gown disappear,
just like Cinderella and her story;
I left only my glass slippers.
But what are they?
Blood of painful memories.
This is afterall, the reality,
and fairytales exist only in books,
horrible world created by human beings.
True love's kiss?
Snap! Don't dream.
Shhh.. after I dry my last tear, I promise never to cry for you again.
Shhh again, don't wait if you're not going to gain anything.
`that's me.
But I'm still dreaming.
Date : Sunday, December 23, 2007
Time : 2:37 PM
Title :
EVIA&GUANRONG, IM GOING TO MAKE MY IC! HNG!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
f3-.-
Time : 2:37 PM
Title :
EVIA&GUANRONG, IM GOING TO MAKE MY IC! HNG!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
f3-.-
Date : Saturday, December 22, 2007
Time : 11:39 PM
Title :
I shall sleep early tonight!No more haiya! I shall complete my geog hw before I go to sleep! (:
I miss 2 groups of people right now.. Shackleton and Fantastic5(inc.nessa)
I was reading st03's blog. I like to read her blog, cos I NEVER fail to laugh. ANYWAY, so i was reading her past posts, the ones after OBS! I became emo again luh( HEY, I WAS NOT YTD OKAY! ). but it wasnt so bad. Just that was feeling sad cos I miss US being together again with ISKANDAR!
I haven't seen Fantastic 5 for nearly a month! I miss those times we were tgt and joke like no ending. And I will say " HAIYO, can you all stop it or not?! " hahaha
You guys ALWAYS brighten up my any shity day! We're going to be together again! Next week! Yes? (x
Christmas eve night, I MIGHT GO BOWLING!!! HAHAHAHA, gonna have a chance to brush up my terrible bowling skills.
Wednesday, go cut hair?
thursday,friday, either one day reserve for fantastic5 and nessa! (:
THEN, NO MORE GOING OUT! finish hw la!
AND AND!! nothing!! ByEBYe people!
Lemme get prepared for geog hw, and ZHOU GONG JIANG GUI!! I HOPE I CAN REALLY GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT!!
why am i feeling so high-.-
GUANRONG, NVM, I TURNING 15 SOON! CAN GO MAKE IC!! HNNNGGGG U AND EVIA BAD PEOPLE. ALWAYS SUAN WO. ):
lol
Time : 11:39 PM
Title :
I shall sleep early tonight!No more haiya! I shall complete my geog hw before I go to sleep! (:
I miss 2 groups of people right now.. Shackleton and Fantastic5(inc.nessa)
I was reading st03's blog. I like to read her blog, cos I NEVER fail to laugh. ANYWAY, so i was reading her past posts, the ones after OBS! I became emo again luh( HEY, I WAS NOT YTD OKAY! ). but it wasnt so bad. Just that was feeling sad cos I miss US being together again with ISKANDAR!
I haven't seen Fantastic 5 for nearly a month! I miss those times we were tgt and joke like no ending. And I will say " HAIYO, can you all stop it or not?! " hahaha
You guys ALWAYS brighten up my any shity day! We're going to be together again! Next week! Yes? (x
Christmas eve night, I MIGHT GO BOWLING!!! HAHAHAHA, gonna have a chance to brush up my terrible bowling skills.
Wednesday, go cut hair?
thursday,friday, either one day reserve for fantastic5 and nessa! (:
THEN, NO MORE GOING OUT! finish hw la!
AND AND!! nothing!! ByEBYe people!
Lemme get prepared for geog hw, and ZHOU GONG JIANG GUI!! I HOPE I CAN REALLY GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT!!
why am i feeling so high-.-
GUANRONG, NVM, I TURNING 15 SOON! CAN GO MAKE IC!! HNNNGGGG U AND EVIA BAD PEOPLE. ALWAYS SUAN WO. ):
lol
Date :
Time : 1:01 AM
Title :
Look at the time now. 1.01am, and I'm feeling not the least tired. Aiiyooooooooo. ): I'm turning into a nocturnal human laaaah!!!!!!
I. Don't. Waaaannnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttttttttttt. )':
I can't fall asleep until around 3+am. I woke up at 10+am! How to wake up for school when it reopens..? T_T haaiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I got so frustrated from trying to sleep ytd night, tht I had to put my head at the foot of the bed instead of the usual place. Made me feel so cold... cause the blanket was the other way round ): HAAIYAAAA!!!
*jumps up and down, around and around the bedroom*
Left one,half week more of holidays, and I'm not done with all the homework. *feels the pressure* I need you!! Talk to me on msn and help me relax):
Trying to rush social studies quiz by toni... no, by morning. But I think the edu-learn thingy is not helping at all!!?? My concentration level is going down because till now, I find no more answers except to 3 mcqs! !#$%&*(^%?# I keep going " HaiiiyAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *whines* " >.> ):
WHATEVER!! *whines*
And the STEPMANIA, I tried d/ling the song packs and zipped them, !#%!&*^$#\$! Still dont have the songs luh. HAIYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nvm, fine, today everything all against me. Terrible, horrible !!
To the bright side(if there is any -.-);
I asked my mom if I can buy contact lenses! I wanna wear them.. perhaps just for chinese new year so I can wear the sunglasses without having to watch my steps-.- I'm not TERRIBLY, cock eyed, I can still SEE(but blurness.duh), but I wanna try clear vision! I think grow up go for some eye surgery so I can regain my GOOD eyesight again. HNG! I even wanted to do LASIK, but mommy dont allow because BEING ME, I might become a four-eyed geek again soon after. HA-ha-ha
I feel so tired.. Whole body's aching, just after ONE "session" of jogging. Before that I did skipping for warm up LOL. Yes! 200! (: Next time, 225! But it's going to be hard sia. ):
HAIYA!
FAster go complete SS and go sleep. If not tmr really go jogging again, cannot wake up! ): HNG
I FEEL LIKE IM ON DRUGS THAT KEEPS ME AWAKE. !#$%@^*& someone be my sleeping pill!!
Time : 1:01 AM
Title :
Look at the time now. 1.01am, and I'm feeling not the least tired. Aiiyooooooooo. ): I'm turning into a nocturnal human laaaah!!!!!!
I. Don't. Waaaannnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttttttttttt. )':
I can't fall asleep until around 3+am. I woke up at 10+am! How to wake up for school when it reopens..? T_T haaiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I got so frustrated from trying to sleep ytd night, tht I had to put my head at the foot of the bed instead of the usual place. Made me feel so cold... cause the blanket was the other way round ): HAAIYAAAA!!!
*jumps up and down, around and around the bedroom*
Left one,half week more of holidays, and I'm not done with all the homework. *feels the pressure* I need you!! Talk to me on msn and help me relax):
Trying to rush social studies quiz by toni... no, by morning. But I think the edu-learn thingy is not helping at all!!?? My concentration level is going down because till now, I find no more answers except to 3 mcqs! !#$%&*(^%?# I keep going " HaiiiyAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *whines* " >.> ):
WHATEVER!! *whines*
And the STEPMANIA, I tried d/ling the song packs and zipped them, !#%!&*^$#\$! Still dont have the songs luh. HAIYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nvm, fine, today everything all against me. Terrible, horrible !!
To the bright side(if there is any -.-);
I asked my mom if I can buy contact lenses! I wanna wear them.. perhaps just for chinese new year so I can wear the sunglasses without having to watch my steps-.- I'm not TERRIBLY, cock eyed, I can still SEE(but blurness.duh), but I wanna try clear vision! I think grow up go for some eye surgery so I can regain my GOOD eyesight again. HNG! I even wanted to do LASIK, but mommy dont allow because BEING ME, I might become a four-eyed geek again soon after. HA-ha-ha
I feel so tired.. Whole body's aching, just after ONE "session" of jogging. Before that I did skipping for warm up LOL. Yes! 200! (: Next time, 225! But it's going to be hard sia. ):
HAIYA!
FAster go complete SS and go sleep. If not tmr really go jogging again, cannot wake up! ): HNG
I FEEL LIKE IM ON DRUGS THAT KEEPS ME AWAKE. !#$%@^*& someone be my sleeping pill!!
Date : Thursday, December 20, 2007
Time : 1:27 AM
Title :
I can't sleep.
So I think I'll just blog for awhile.. before this laptop's battery died on me.-.-
I couldnt get any sleep because.. My butt hurts! ): Today I was skipping(aiming for a lousy new record of 200 at one shot), and my butt still hurts! Alamak, still wanna go jogging!!!
2nd reason; Im feeling hype up from reading my dad's work performance review file. I am so proud of him la! (x
third; i was thinking of our conv.
fourth; plainly, i.just.cant.fall.asleep. even with my hi-5 on, playing music to act as my sleeping pill... ):
Actually, with all this combined tgt, i feel NOTHING. I feel empty, void of feelings. -.- Perhaps tht's why i didnt sleep.
Yes, and so I tried operating the new washing machine! I am so,so fascinated by it for don'tknow what reason. I don't know how to REALLY operate it luh, just see the buttons with "wash", "start" etc, and so called DIRECTIONS by my mom, and press them. She didnt even read the manual and we were bull-shitting sia! It was hilarious. We were wondering why there was so little water @#%&^!6, and it had already starting spinning? -.- Like idiots like that.
ok, i dnt know what to say.
Oh, my brother tried the printer... He went to scan money sia -.-
That guy ah.. so petty. our form of communication is like only quarreling? but sometimes, we had unbelieveable telepathy.-.-
OKAY ANYWAY, i think im going to sleep. battery's dieing on me, soon!!! LOUSY BATTERY. no life.-.-
oyasumi nasi!
nono,
ohayo!
whatever, SAYONARA. (still the easiest)
P.s time's now 2:10am. I took nearly 45 mins to post this-.-
OH!! BTW, i was bathing just now(hours ago la), and all of a sudden, i remember abt the 1st new member into the family, i began laughin to myself. terrible sia. even when i stopped laughing, i couldnt help smiling! I feel so stupiiddd.
Time : 1:27 AM
Title :
I can't sleep.
So I think I'll just blog for awhile.. before this laptop's battery died on me.-.-
I couldnt get any sleep because.. My butt hurts! ): Today I was skipping(aiming for a lousy new record of 200 at one shot), and my butt still hurts! Alamak, still wanna go jogging!!!
2nd reason; Im feeling hype up from reading my dad's work performance review file. I am so proud of him la! (x
third; i was thinking of our conv.
fourth; plainly, i.just.cant.fall.asleep. even with my hi-5 on, playing music to act as my sleeping pill... ):
Actually, with all this combined tgt, i feel NOTHING. I feel empty, void of feelings. -.- Perhaps tht's why i didnt sleep.
Yes, and so I tried operating the new washing machine! I am so,so fascinated by it for don'tknow what reason. I don't know how to REALLY operate it luh, just see the buttons with "wash", "start" etc, and so called DIRECTIONS by my mom, and press them. She didnt even read the manual and we were bull-shitting sia! It was hilarious. We were wondering why there was so little water @#%&^!6, and it had already starting spinning? -.- Like idiots like that.
ok, i dnt know what to say.
Oh, my brother tried the printer... He went to scan money sia -.-
That guy ah.. so petty. our form of communication is like only quarreling? but sometimes, we had unbelieveable telepathy.-.-
OKAY ANYWAY, i think im going to sleep. battery's dieing on me, soon!!! LOUSY BATTERY. no life.-.-
oyasumi nasi!
nono,
ohayo!
whatever, SAYONARA. (still the easiest)
P.s time's now 2:10am. I took nearly 45 mins to post this-.-
OH!! BTW, i was bathing just now(hours ago la), and all of a sudden, i remember abt the 1st new member into the family, i began laughin to myself. terrible sia. even when i stopped laughing, i couldnt help smiling! I feel so stupiiddd.
Date : Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Time : 12:50 PM
Title :
I don't like emo people but I am one now. ):
This holiday expenses are high!! I have been spending money like water. haiya~~
Monday went to Courts with fam, bought a 3in1 printer and washing machine! So right now, due to the arrival of the 2nd(THE FIRST IS THE PRINTER-.- I don't wanna laugh myself to sleep because of this thing!) new member into our family, my original family is gathered here at home, on a wednesday,working afternoon.-.-
this is lame. everyone's in the kitchen except me, sitting in front of the livingroom computer, blogging away.
Yesterday went to CWP and lotone with nessa. She bought me a new wallet! Thank you girl! I really love it. Don't spend anymore money on me again for MORE birthdaypresents. I will kick your ass.
I bought a new belt! wahahah. for my skinnies.
At CWP we saw fake nails, and my own REAL nails are as long as them! so disgusting la. Faster must cut cut.
And I think I'm going to cut a new hairstyle or sth. Man, I really miss having short hair..... I am so, so, not used to having to tie up my hair. ): AND SHOULD I GET A NEW FRINGE???? ntirely cover my forehead. LOL sia.
my butt still hurts! T_T and my calf.... so hard to sleep at night..... )':
my dad says the way i fell, looks serious! I nearly cried on the spot. )': AW, stupid stairs! >.<
and I dropped tears ytd night again.. so... heavyhearted again. wanna slap myown self.
Time : 12:50 PM
Title :
I don't like emo people but I am one now. ):
This holiday expenses are high!! I have been spending money like water. haiya~~
Monday went to Courts with fam, bought a 3in1 printer and washing machine! So right now, due to the arrival of the 2nd(THE FIRST IS THE PRINTER-.- I don't wanna laugh myself to sleep because of this thing!) new member into our family, my original family is gathered here at home, on a wednesday,working afternoon.-.-
this is lame. everyone's in the kitchen except me, sitting in front of the livingroom computer, blogging away.
Yesterday went to CWP and lotone with nessa. She bought me a new wallet! Thank you girl! I really love it. Don't spend anymore money on me again for MORE birthdaypresents. I will kick your ass.
I bought a new belt! wahahah. for my skinnies.
At CWP we saw fake nails, and my own REAL nails are as long as them! so disgusting la. Faster must cut cut.
And I think I'm going to cut a new hairstyle or sth. Man, I really miss having short hair..... I am so, so, not used to having to tie up my hair. ): AND SHOULD I GET A NEW FRINGE???? ntirely cover my forehead. LOL sia.
my butt still hurts! T_T and my calf.... so hard to sleep at night..... )':
my dad says the way i fell, looks serious! I nearly cried on the spot. )': AW, stupid stairs! >.<
and I dropped tears ytd night again.. so... heavyhearted again. wanna slap myown self.
Date : Sunday, December 16, 2007
Time : 11:50 AM
Title :
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I miss you boy.
I want to be in your arms.
Time : 11:50 AM
Title :
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I miss you boy.
I want to be in your arms.
Date : Friday, December 14, 2007
Time : 7:20 PM
Title :
Awwwwwww.................... my whole body is aching. T_T Especially my hands, TOO MUCH SHOPPING AND CARRYING MAKES MUSCLE ACHE!
I've done all my new year shopping.(: If don't get them now, once school reopens, it will be hard to find time to shop!
Ytd went ice-skating at JEC, with nessa and liu na. LOL very dumb sia.
Then head to Penisula first. we all got the same black skinnies!^^
Then to Bugis, within 3hours, bought whatever I want to buy.
another skinny, vest, blouse with tie, cardigan,shoes. Cardigan is so-not-me, until when i tried the blouse(black) with a red tie, and the vest, I was like.. WOW, I feel the real me! A rocker HAHA. I felt so high, nessa also said that was then the actual ME. LALALALALALALALALALALA.-.-
YES!!! AND MY HI-5 IS FINALLY ON THE WALL!
why why why, is it ur prepaid no more money? or u dont wanna reply me at all. )':
or u didnt get my msg?I miss you luh!
Time : 7:20 PM
Title :
Awwwwwww.................... my whole body is aching. T_T Especially my hands, TOO MUCH SHOPPING AND CARRYING MAKES MUSCLE ACHE!
I've done all my new year shopping.(: If don't get them now, once school reopens, it will be hard to find time to shop!
Ytd went ice-skating at JEC, with nessa and liu na. LOL very dumb sia.
Then head to Penisula first. we all got the same black skinnies!^^
Then to Bugis, within 3hours, bought whatever I want to buy.
another skinny, vest, blouse with tie, cardigan,shoes. Cardigan is so-not-me, until when i tried the blouse(black) with a red tie, and the vest, I was like.. WOW, I feel the real me! A rocker HAHA. I felt so high, nessa also said that was then the actual ME. LALALALALALALALALALALA.-.-
YES!!! AND MY HI-5 IS FINALLY ON THE WALL!
why why why, is it ur prepaid no more money? or u dont wanna reply me at all. )':
or u didnt get my msg?I miss you luh!
Date : Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Time : 11:31 PM
Title :
I was supposed to do maths homework... but due to TOTAL boredness, I went to listen to my group's social studies podcast. LOL SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I remembered we went bonkers at ger's house during the recording. Terrible sia, HAHA
yesterday went to yishun park again. -.-it was raining the whole afternoon, VAN and me were freezing tgt, sending songs, playing under the umbrella despite the rain at the playground, laughing like nutters. The playground was flooded!! Water level went up to nearly 3quarters of our calfs. Then we were wondering what's it like to be swinging in the flooded playground.hahaha
Tomorrow, gonna celebrate my daddy's birthday! Actually it's on thursday, but bro will not be at home, i'll be out whole day..... ):
I'll be at the ice-skating rink and bugis. ROCK ON!!-.-
I wonder if i still know how to ice-skate? can't wait to see who will fall first. XD
shopping at bugis after that!
anyway, we might go bowling tmr!!! YES YES YES! I haven't touched the ball for like... coming to half a year? ): So I'm really excited. *fingers cross* ^^
back to my homework. time is tight. no more !
Time : 11:31 PM
Title :
I was supposed to do maths homework... but due to TOTAL boredness, I went to listen to my group's social studies podcast. LOL SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I remembered we went bonkers at ger's house during the recording. Terrible sia, HAHA
yesterday went to yishun park again. -.-it was raining the whole afternoon, VAN and me were freezing tgt, sending songs, playing under the umbrella despite the rain at the playground, laughing like nutters. The playground was flooded!! Water level went up to nearly 3quarters of our calfs. Then we were wondering what's it like to be swinging in the flooded playground.hahaha
Tomorrow, gonna celebrate my daddy's birthday! Actually it's on thursday, but bro will not be at home, i'll be out whole day..... ):
I'll be at the ice-skating rink and bugis. ROCK ON!!-.-
I wonder if i still know how to ice-skate? can't wait to see who will fall first. XD
shopping at bugis after that!
anyway, we might go bowling tmr!!! YES YES YES! I haven't touched the ball for like... coming to half a year? ): So I'm really excited. *fingers cross* ^^
back to my homework. time is tight. no more !
Date : Saturday, December 08, 2007
Time : 5:10 PM
Title :
sorry for my ugly face.
Time : 5:10 PM
Title :
sorry for my ugly face.
Date :
Time : 11:14 AM
Title :
This blog is not dead. I just didn't feel like posting because of emotional feelings. Give you guys update on my life. And yes,there's my tagboard again. Hmm, and the lastest is on 29nov. Shackleton Chalet....
I colored my hair brown and red. So right now, my hair color is brown,red and black. Dark Auburn, cherry red. I still prefer magma red though. More punk, more red. More of my character.
Trying to do homework, but I couldn't. Didnt have the mood and heart to do. I am in the mood of going to Yishun Park, or just slack at home, listening to music, singing my lungs out. I don't know what to do, think I'm going to do horribly in the first few weeks of school. O's less than a year away. Tests on already on the first week of school. Im doing nothing, except "enjoying" my time, wasting it away.
I'm turning 15 soon, 1st jan. I want to celebrate my birthday with Shackleton. Sinren,Baowen,Fitri,Hadi, let's go KBox, call others too. I dont wanna be at home on my 15th birthday.
I wish we are all numb of feelings. Don't break up, please. Salvage what you guys can. Don't let a beautiful relationship go to a waste. It's new, it's still burning furiously, why things must come to an end now? I want to have someone whom i can pamper, to share everything, but i cant because.. i just cant. You all can have a go at it, unlike people like me. Treasure it!
Gosh, I feel everything's tumbling down. I'll be down at YishunPark on monday(10dec). Im going to cry everything out if i want to, and like it.
I miss 3 4 8 and BaoWen these few days.
Time : 11:14 AM
Title :
This blog is not dead. I just didn't feel like posting because of emotional feelings. Give you guys update on my life. And yes,there's my tagboard again. Hmm, and the lastest is on 29nov. Shackleton Chalet....
I colored my hair brown and red. So right now, my hair color is brown,red and black. Dark Auburn, cherry red. I still prefer magma red though. More punk, more red. More of my character.
Trying to do homework, but I couldn't. Didnt have the mood and heart to do. I am in the mood of going to Yishun Park, or just slack at home, listening to music, singing my lungs out. I don't know what to do, think I'm going to do horribly in the first few weeks of school. O's less than a year away. Tests on already on the first week of school. Im doing nothing, except "enjoying" my time, wasting it away.
I'm turning 15 soon, 1st jan. I want to celebrate my birthday with Shackleton. Sinren,Baowen,Fitri,Hadi, let's go KBox, call others too. I dont wanna be at home on my 15th birthday.
I wish we are all numb of feelings. Don't break up, please. Salvage what you guys can. Don't let a beautiful relationship go to a waste. It's new, it's still burning furiously, why things must come to an end now? I want to have someone whom i can pamper, to share everything, but i cant because.. i just cant. You all can have a go at it, unlike people like me. Treasure it!
Gosh, I feel everything's tumbling down. I'll be down at YishunPark on monday(10dec). Im going to cry everything out if i want to, and like it.
I miss 3 4 8 and BaoWen these few days.
Date : Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Time : 4:51 PM
Title :
I feel lonely.
&
I hate myself
Time : 4:51 PM
Title :
I feel lonely.
&
I hate myself
Date : Monday, December 03, 2007
Time : 6:17 PM
Title :
I'm going to write on all the bricks I MISS YOU,
and wish that each one falls on your head,
so that you will know how much it hurts,
when you miss someone special
348:
I've been living in fear for the past few days, because I know,
I don't have anymore reason to see you.
I am so afraid, that I'll never see you again.
Or that, you will forget how I look,
and not remembering of my existence.
Time and feelings are not on my side.
When school reopens, everything is going to fade away.
My heart is bleeding and crying.
I'm so tired from trying to salvage everything...
Maybe.. to you, it's just for my own.
I know I'm never going to get it, but I need ur assurance.
I'm so, so sorry my feelings for you are not so simple... so deep and strong. You must have mind...
Time : 6:17 PM
Title :
I'm going to write on all the bricks I MISS YOU,
and wish that each one falls on your head,
so that you will know how much it hurts,
when you miss someone special
348:
I've been living in fear for the past few days, because I know,
I don't have anymore reason to see you.
I am so afraid, that I'll never see you again.
Or that, you will forget how I look,
and not remembering of my existence.
Time and feelings are not on my side.
When school reopens, everything is going to fade away.
My heart is bleeding and crying.
I'm so tired from trying to salvage everything...
Maybe.. to you, it's just for my own.
I know I'm never going to get it, but I need ur assurance.
I'm so, so sorry my feelings for you are not so simple... so deep and strong. You must have mind...