Date : Thursday, December 25, 2008 Time : 10:54 PM Title :
10 things i know(and love) about boyfriend:
1.he treats me like everything. 2.he's very sweet to me. 3.he knows how to make me smile when im down(& that's impt) 4.he really,really,mind how i feel. 5.he got small boy boy character. 6.he treasures his friendships. 7.he has a very,very attractive smile that melts my heart. 8.he puts in his heart to make sure that i feel happy. 9.he tries to include me as much as he can into his life. 10.and of course,because he loves me. On my 16th birthday,I want to spend my time with him.I've been looking forward to this age for as long as i can remember,and I want to be with my special someone.
3 facts abt me (and bf): 1.Both of us have God in our lives. 2.Bf is everything to me. 3.I want to sit down with bf and tell him how much he means and is special to me, as much as possible. I don't want to tell through msn,sms,or the phone.I want to look into his eyes and tell..
Today on the way to church..Uncle told me some stuff.random stuff.Then we came onto this topic bout r/s.Don't know how we ended up with such topic.Anyway,so he was saying.If he love the person,he will not do things to hurt her.And love is not just about someone,marriage and kids and stuff.There are lot's more...
I got lots to tell you,Boon... I'm leaving myself in the hands of God to help me be the best girlfriend I can be...I won't be perfect and I don't seek perfection..And neither am I asking for a perfect you.There will be nothing to work on if everything is perfect.
Date : Time : 2:51 PM Title :
christmas at church! I'm so glad I went church today.Prayed for my baby(:
and i miss you!
to those who wished me,merry christmas!
to those who didn't,merry christmas!
to those who don't know me,merry christmas! haha
Date : Tuesday, December 23, 2008 Time : 1:57 PM Title :
Date : Monday, December 22, 2008 Time : 11:54 PM Title :
i feel like curling up in a corner.
Date : Time : 11:25 PM Title :
btw,why people like to call people f***face? their face look like can be f***ed meh? what the hell.bloody crap.
Date : Sunday, December 21, 2008 Time : 12:53 PM Title :
Went to Cineleisure yesterday to watch FoD. LIVE(hahaha) in competition. I don't understand anything.My eyes most of the time fixed on boyfriend's computer screen.Keep asking Shou Xian what's this what's that.Still very blur,but,who cares.I think FoD very 利害and boyfriend also!!(: I WANT TO 拜他为师.HAHAHA. I want play dota too!!!!
Went LJS to makan,then headed to Bugis with boyfriend(: , Huiling, Mak and Shou Xian.I think the guys dam bored la.Huiling and I felt much better when they go lan. Then then,we walked around the Bugis Street.I bought alot of stuff.Felt tired.Huiling look very 淑女when she tried those clothes.But her character no 淑女！HOHO. Thanks gurl,for going shopping with me!
Legs super tired.Toes were !#$%^@* pain.stupiiiiddddd heels.
Boyfriend very sweet helped me carry stuff.Went back to Cine for awhile.Then went back home.
& I'm very attached to the big big brown bear bear boyfriend gave to me!! I can actually smile just by looking at it......
Want to see....?
NAH(:
next time then show!hahaha
byebye
Date : Thursday, December 18, 2008 Time : 11:16 PM Title :
dont know what to say le...
all of sudden,i want the BBBBB.
and today my brother upgrade his stupid plan.
unlimited sms.
what the fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
he going to get the cybershot c905.ZZZZ
then got a new walkman phone(but LOUSY) as temp.
watching Singapore Slingers vs Philippines now.
Slingers doing free throws.they leading also.
score is 86 - 59.
anyway,i can't tell if there is a true blue singaporean.
got ang mohs,etc etc.
tallest is 221 cm ZZZZZZZZZ
all fishing tall.
so far shortest also at 170cm.
singapore alot of free throws.
in the beginning i said already singapore is it depend on free throws to win their matches?
brother now then say.-.-
saw DOTA during advertisement.
Idiot brother say i not suitable to play dota. ._. i very bo wei gong lor...ZZZZ
they also showed GuitarHero World Tour Edition.
Wanna own one of that.
Today watch horror movie at home with brother.
What the heck.
show very crap not scary.
except one part,got me screaming.mother scold me ._.
anyway,point is.throughout the show,me and brother keep making noises just to irritate or "scare" each other.
Ended up laughing throughout the whole thing...
laughters but so what..?empty laughters.that's what they are.
Continue to crap when we went out.
KEEP SAYING ME BUT I MAGNANIMOUS.YEAH.
match ended.100 - 72.
I didnt know singapore team got standard.
not bad.
hmm..
nothing le.
byebye
Date : Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Time : 3:08 PM Title :
When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak.. It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why? This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.
Burnt my finger while baking. Now my head's kicking me.
我现在已经是很努力了.. 原来不是说要 -笑- 就笑，那么简单。
Date : Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Time : 11:45 PM Title :
For 20 over years of marriage, a woman never fight with her husband...... there were healthy correction... not in the fit of anger, only after they have calm down.
One day, a professor asked his students, "Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?" All the students thought for a while. One answered, "Because we lost our cool. That's why we SHOUT." Asked the professor again, "But the person is just right next to you, why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?" Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.
Lastly explained by the professor, "When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us."
"But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder... It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why? This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words."
"We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look," concluded the professor.
"Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there."
Makes sense doesn't it..? Anyway,that's the point and not the point... Thing is,I actually typed half of it in chinese since there is a chinese version,because I feel the story is able to be put across more efficiently and well,more emotionally,but then..
I came across this ONE word that I don't know how to read,even after checking up the dictionary. I want to SHOUT at this word!Let's drift apart you stupid, stupid never-seen-before!
I'm eating instant noodles and drinking MILO!Yeah,at this timing(12.29am) of the night. Hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. But nevermind! Since I can't get to sleep, I shall eat to make up for the lost of sleep.HNG! And my brother'd finished his pizza and milk. His are much healthier but SO.WHAT. hahaha he got food. I also have lor!!!
which reminds me... there's this time I was also drinking milo. Then too tired,finish already hor,never go kitchen to throw it away. Next morning,mommy saw, scold me. ah duiiii. scold me leh.):
And I wanna donate blood!
Tomorrow morning(JUST MORNING AND I'M GOING TO KEEP NOON FREE), me and mommy gonna do baking. But we have no oven!(: No problem. When there is a machine,there will be a way.
We hit Sheng Siong at 8+pm. Bought the ingredients. Then mommy bought a bottle of vodka. er....grape? She chose very long siolllllll. Don't know want to try new one,or buy the same brand? -.- I asked her to buy somemore,she say "NO." "cause very heavy."
I NOT HUMAN MEH!?
I where got so 没良心one... )':
In fact,I made her hold the lighter bag lor! !#$%^&*@
And I ate the whip cream on the way home.. Fat fat fat.(:
GGGGEEEEZ.the more I eat,the more I can't sleep. And I'm dead bored laaaaa.
12.58am: my second pack of MILO!. HAH.
and im getting seriously sleepy.(& TIRED) SEE! EAT SO MUCH. YOU FAT PIG.
Date : Time : 1:51 AM Title :
Stupid insomnia.VERY CANNOT STAND IT.I WANT TO SLEEP LA...
finally my first yawn...
i can go sleep already!
no more being a stupid ninja.
Anyway,I think i'm going to hit for the floor again.Apparently,I can't sleep on my bed... -.-
& i miss you so.
Date : Monday, December 15, 2008 Time : 10:39 PM Title :
Trying to act tough! I feel abit nuts though...my heart and mind contradicting. >.< pain pain,go away. dont come again shoo away.
gonna start talking no sense... !@@#$%&(&&$%^$@@&!$&^(&($&*^&*^!*%@@*^#(&!(#^%
(:
我有失眠症，还喝咖啡！！？ 简直是找死。 ya know, I don't need sleep already-.-
Date : Time : 7:20 PM Title :
Gotta keep the smile on my face.
I don't want any fever already.
I want to be healthy.
Physically and mentally.(:
Date : Sunday, December 14, 2008 Time : 9:43 PM Title :
please,just hit me with a fever.
I'm strong i'm strong I'm strong!!! So hit me with the fever NOW!
Damn insomnia. Bloody heck.Only had four to five hours of sleep.
Damn insomnia.why do you affect me so much?Giddy spells,urge to vomit.
I am so tired.I have no energy.I need sleep.I was trying to catch up on my sleep this afternoon,but it was SICKENINGLY BLOODY NOISY.Really feel like screaming at those noise polluters.
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你。
Date : Monday, December 08, 2008 Time : 6:47 PM Title :
Coffee Prince:The way Han Jie pinches En Can's cheeks really reminds me of how mine is being pinched.Sweet isn't it?He's not going away to America because of En Can!
And and,just now ,ZiKang bought an expensive pair of lovers' watches for his gf with his first pay.Sweet again!
The sweetness reminds me of boyfriend.
& David Archuleta's songs are really addictive.I like all the songs in his album.
Yesterday didn't really sleep much.From what I can remember,I was pretty much awake,wide or not,throughout the night.Had a sore neck this morning.
There's alot of things I want to say.But I do not know where to start.I won't even start,because the blog is open.I really don't know what to do.
I miss you.
Date : Sunday, December 07, 2008 Time : 9:58 PM Title :
Im exhausted.Really tired,but I can't seem to get into the sleeping mode.My head is so heavy I have a really hard time supporting it.
And I can get myself now into a much more(there goes my first yawn)terrible state.I don't know how,but I just know I can.I need a distraction.
Date : Saturday, December 06, 2008 Time : 1:25 PM Title :
Know what is joy? Joy is cooking for lover. Joy is knowing lover is happy.
I didn't have the mood to eat today.But I did,am not going to let Dear worry. Once I ate,it became self indulgence.I wasn't hungry anymore at all actually,all I know was that I want to continue to eat.I was looking for chocolate...no chocolate at home.Settled for ice-cream then.It doesn't work as good as dark chocolate for me though..
Right now,I'm watching "Jamie At Home".More food.I wish I could reach my hand into the television and steal all the food that Jamie cooked.
Turning 16 soon in less than a month.
Finally.
and top priority on New Year's resolution is,
be the bestest gf i can be.
Date : Thursday, December 04, 2008 Time : 12:06 PM Title :
Happy 3rd month(03122008)
Yes,I improved in DOA! Though I still lost like crap to Dear,the score wasn't AS bad. And I practically went nuts when I team with Dear. Always stealing my kill and I screamed.(: I love you too. This is a reply to Dear's tag!
And i miss misssssss miss him loads loads and loads.
Hhmm. The MacBook is so sleek! IF it becomes mine........I don't know...