Date : Sunday, May 31, 2009 Time : 3:11 PM Title :
The past week had been a total wreck. On an emotional rollercoaster again.
Since school started I've been living day by day. I couldn't wait to get out of school to meet boyfriend. I look forward to fridays when I can finally see my good friends. In short, I didn't want to go school.
I see no joy in going to school anymore. To be honest, what really gets through my days are baby and those friends who I hang out with. 6 to 8 months back, I planned my days, when to have fun, where to go, what to do. Now, school eats my time up. I still want to play. If study, I want to study with my friends who I can have fun with. I'm okay with my classmates but nothing beats being able to study with the ones who can truly put a smile on my face. It's sad to have baby and those friends of mine missing out on my school life.If time can go back....
Our 9 months 3 days later. Another 3 months later, it's our 1 year(: I'm counting and still counting, and hope that I'll never stop counting. Since friday, I've been missing my dear boy alot. You can call that the aftermath of something, or simply because I miss him. I don't know.
I'm tired. I need my sleep. I need to stop studying and pause for awhile to absorb everything that has happened for the past 6 weeks-the day since school started. I want to have a change of environment. Baby, you see this?
Date : Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Time : 4:19 PM Title :
I MISS PLAYING VOLLEYBALL @ SENTOSA.
I MISS BBALL SESSIONS WITH BABY and etc. actually, see him play also not many times. play tgt jiu more often? but everything is not many. lol
haissssss. i want play vb again. i want play bball with regent ppl again! and huiling say she want learn to play basketball! HOHO
Date : Time : 2:14 PM Title :
Hey guys. How's life. I'm pretty tired from school even though it was super slack. I'm sick of travelling all the way to YCK just to study, especially if the day lasted as short as ONE hour or TWO, or 3 or 4 hours. Wasted $3 ++ to gain some knowledge. SO! EDUCATION IS NOT FREE PEOPLE!!! YOU PAY FOR EDUCATION EVERYDAY~~ LIKE IF YOUR PARENTS SEND YOU TO SCHOOL, THE PRICE OF THAT DAY'S STUDIES IS A FEW(OR LESS THAN) LITRES OF PETROL!!! So, if one day there's no more petrol, WE DON'T NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL ANYMORE!
I miss going back to Regent. I miss those people whom I always hang out with. I kept saying I should have fail O's and stay in Regent, but come to think of it, if i really need to retain, I will be feeling as rubbish as now because all my friends have graduated, leaving me alone to rot in our school. Hais. Life is definitely full of endless shits. But I'm contented with it because of what I have, thus the treasure whole-heartedly.(: Good luck to those who are taking the O's this year, especially the sec5 batch.
I am so tired I need to catch some sleep. BUT!!! I've got ICAs to study!!and tutorials to complete!! I have been having headaches or feeling heavy headed for a few days due to lack of sleep. BOMB. There goes my brain.
This whole week NYP is having its Graduation. I see those graduands wearing graduation robes, I GOT JEALOUS. I want to graduate too! We all can't wait to graduate. But it's like only 5 and a half weeks into YEAR ONE ONLY. argh. When I graduate, I want to take a photo with Baby in my robes. I wish he could come too to see me receiving my certicate from whoever's the VIP. Then I'll pretend to break down on stage. Perhaps the emcee will cry too and decide to hand the microphone over to me for a while. HOHO.
Yesterday night between 10.30 to 11, this ***** neighbour of mine threw her really very young daughter out of the house. The daughter was screaming and crying for her to open the door but you know what she did? She scolded her. OMG. Feel like boxing her man.
Which reminds me, there's another one that I hated alot.
Date : Saturday, May 23, 2009 Time : 11:18 PM Title :
I am so tired! Now chionging my AFA homework. But totally no mood.
Went jogging again with BABY, HUILING,JIAN,SHOUXIAN AND ISAAC. So tired. Stopped many times cause dont feel good. But completed run much faster than last time. As usual those people apart from baby and me, were RUNNNNNNNNNING so they reached first. So fast.
Then went teckwhye eat dinner. Talk as usual was hilarious.
Wait for Daddy to fetch me home. Baby sweet as usual wait with me(:
Now in front of computer, 1/2 homeworking 1/2 restaurant city. oh my ~~ !
Date : Monday, May 18, 2009 Time : 7:23 PM Title :
I've been sneezing the whole day till my nose and eyes burn. And I think it'll be really nice to receive a message once in a while, asking how I'm feeling and to take care.
I have a bad day today. Early in the morning I had a dream, which I see myself battling with LIANG PO PO for don't know what lame reason. She/He was so bloody evil and I had to "fly" from level to level with a long piece of string. ZZZZ.
Then I woke. Didn't really want to get out of bed. I didn't want to go to school.
Bus-ed.Train-ed. School-ed.
Statistics lecture first. Don't understand a single thing. But when lecturer go through the examples to Topic C, things were clearer. Trying not to sneeze the entire time. Damn irritating and uncomfortable.
First break, went to eat. Sms-ed with baby. Then received an unknown msg from an unknown, which actually was Shou Xian. He asked me what time I end school, and I replied "6." Then I sms-ed again asking who are you? Lame right. Anyway. I was laughing and smiling away cause of the reason to this whole thing.
Then to Microeconomics. You know it's damn irritating to have make-up lessons just for a single day of missed lessons? Next monday was NYP's Graduation Day and it was a bloody packed day for me. Then we have make-up lectures for Stats and MicronEcons this and next wed. Somemore class end at 11 for this day of the week! !@#$%^&*
There goes a sneeze.
There's no microecon's tutorial homework for today's lecture.Yay me. BUT have to study for ICA for this module during the weekend. SO, it makes no difference. Nothing to be happy about.
Break again, head to the library. Didn't finish my mango smoothie cause of some reason.
Head to classroom for PM tutorial. Lecturer is so damn Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Then something pop-ed up at somewhere near the end of the tutorial. So pissed, I totally didn't typed down the answers to the last question. Just switched off my laptop. Then, kicked chair(only known to me, if no one noticed). The cold in the room was also making me irritated.
Trained home. Finally calm down. But thought alot of stuff.
Sometimes, I really wish I don't know anybody. Like, I'd actually prefer to be all alone. Sometimes, I think I've no stand. Sometimes, I think the whole world is against me. Sometimes, I feel very lonely.
I'm cranky right from the beginning of the day. I finally burst at the end of today's classes. It didn't felt good. Cause the person I was angry at was the last person whom I want to be mad with.
But I really couldn't help it. I had my reason. Still, I'm sorry. I love you.
There's speech this thursday. Have to get office wear. Some idiot, sickeningly, said I could wear the $10 skirt I bought from BPP for the presentation, which is SO NOT bloody officewear/formal. Nice is nice. BUT NOT "Smart office wear (business attire i.e. Males- long sleeve shirts, business pants and tie; females- proper business suits)"
Doesn't know anything yet thinks she know everything. WHATEVER.
Date : Saturday, May 16, 2009 Time : 2:49 PM Title :
Everytime I cry, that day rains.
But it's not everytime that it rained, I cried.
Date : Sunday, May 10, 2009 Time : 11:10 PM Title :
HA HA HA!
Had so much fun since friday. TOTALLY. Never felt so happy in such a long time since school has started ...!
Last wednesday HA(or HS0901) had a class outing but I didn't go 'cause I had something on that I must do. Besides, I don't really have the intention to go. Don't want to mix around with some of them.
On friday night went to MosBurger @ Lot1 for dinner with Baby, Jenn, Huiling, Isaac, Hanfong and JiAn. That JiAn super gan chiong to use his computer. Then we head over to Isaac's house, with Tcheahong, as usual. The guys were playing dota and maple -.-" And now, apart from talking about dota there will be maple too. And I think got a few times when some particularly no sense human/s linked dota and maple together, I totally went -___________________-
And this time Huiling didn't do homework! LOL.
Went home, bathe, decided to do hw but ended up falling asleep. Walked to the living room to switch off the main power, and I was swaying the entire time there. Nearly fell. ZZZ.
Yesterday night go jog( or should I say, RUN ) with Baby, Huiling, JiAn, JunXian, ShouXian, and Isaac. Damn FUNNY sia, imagine 7 people jogging( OR RUNNING ) together. Baby was the last 2nd to reach when we were supposed to meet. He ran from home, and he didn't want to walk through Lot1 cause he paiseh bout his attire. HE DAMN CUTE SIA. Then while we were walking towards him near the petrol station, he hid behind the tree. LOL. Huiling that cheeky woman said Baby was a worker at the petrol station 'cause he asked us to meet him there.
Stadium got people, then we jog(RUN) to Isaac's house to put my bag, then at the playground downstairs Isaac's house, waited for Junxian. Ran to brickland road then to Bukit Gombak there. Baby and I were the last. LOL. Oh well. Then met them at the junction and Junxian decided to FLIP HIS WALLET TO DECIDE WHICH DIRECTION TO GO. So jiao right? -.-
Walked to teckwhye, stopped at the first coffee shop and order drinks, but changed to another coffee shop to eat. That JiAn ps us and went home first. The rest of us ate and talked. I mostly listened. But listen is good, cause their topics all very entertaining.
Went home. Stank the entire house with my stench. After bath decided to do hw but too tired, again. I'M SO HARDWORKING OR WHAT! AND AGAIN, I was swaying the entire time while walking to the main computer to switch off the power. Nearly fell also. I'm so sway to be tired to that extend man.
LONG AND NAGGY POST. I'M TIRED. i don't want to sway along the way to the living room again!
Date : Tuesday, May 05, 2009 Time : 9:13 PM Title :
Today was the saddest day since day one of school.
I missed my baby so much I nearly was in tears during lecture. But no, it was a lecture, and my job is to pay attention to the lecturer. I couldn't though, my mind was with baby the whole time, and I managed to highlight what common sense told me I should highlight, or when I was lucky enough to catch the lecturer's words, I took notes.
Baby and I have been together for 8 months, and still counting. Our sunday together wasn't exactly long, but I had a great time enjoying his company. He went to dota compy, came back with Ash and Sx, then we lunched. I wished I was there, because this time, I can understand, and the stuff that they mentioned about the compy was DAMN HILARIOUS. The two of them went home I THINK, while we made our way to our special place(:
Yesterday after school went to hanfong's cousin's house. GOT DOGGY AND THE DOGGY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY CUTE. I kissed her head and my baby was shocked. HAHAHAHAHA
Back home, tried to revise for today's ICA1. ZZZZ i scored a lousy C-, which is kind of expected cause even though I read the slides, it wasn't everything and I AM A COMPUTER IDIOT, no matter how much I'm to read. Don't believe, ask my boyfriend. His past experiences are PROOF OF MY STUPIDITY.
Lab lesson today was slacked. Learned about HTML, which for today's lesson, I knew everything already thanks to my 5 and a half years of blogging. Got a STAR for today's homework.(:
After school went AMK Hub with baby, Jenn, hf, and isaac. Watched Friday the 13th. m18(((: My first m18 show and it's with my baby and my good friends! My reactions till nearly every scene since the start of the show were HUGE.
Know what ma? No matter how much Julyn tells us about her boyfriend, what sweet things her boyfriend does for her, I wasn't jealous at all. Surprisingly, but I knew why. I have a sweet boyfriend too, and I have no need to be jealous or to compare. Her boyfriend is her boyfriend, and my boyfriend is my boyfriend. I don't want to compare him to others cause to me he IS already the sweetest that he can be, and I really, couldn't and don't want to ask for anything more. I'm so contented enough. I feel so fortunate.
Today, both of us were emo-ing for the same reason. I felt so guilty to make his day a horrible one. But I really wanted best for him. For the first time, I felt I wasn't good enough for him. I wanted him to be happy and receive the best, and I don't mind if I had to take a step back. But,
because of my such thought, I made him suffer inside. My heart hurts so bad to know I put him through such heartache when he only wants me.
I suck being his girl.
And I cheered up upon talking to him. HE WAS SO SWEET TO ME.
During break when I received his message telling me to eat, my eyes became wet. I was so sad you know? At the end of lab lessons, we talked for awhile on msn and HE, AGAIN, WAS SO SWEET. He made me feel worse for everything that has happened today.
Date : Sunday, May 03, 2009 Time : 11:38 AM Title :
Yesterday went to cut HAIR!!!!!!! Yesterday went out to play POOL!!!!!!!! Jenn and I started first game. It was one of the longest(or just longest) game I'd played. Totally no sense of aim. Oh well.
Jenn saw something disgusting and she wanted to tell everybody.-.-
Went walk walk and find food with Baby. (forgot to return him his money. SX too of course. Owe him bubble tea money for one week. rofl) Hais, thinking of food makes me hungrier. I haven't eat anything and waiting for Baby. Wonder how's their dota compy going about.
Hope they got into the next round.. ! But will I be able to see him today? ): It's our eighth month anniversary leh!! EIGHT MONTH LEH.
I have finally gave up on my tutorial questions! Accounting for Assets. Damn, it IS blardy de difficult man. Yesterday Tchea Hong was teaching Isaac the question that I don't know how to do, and I couldn't really understand. Now have to wait for tutor lor. But didn't finish doing my homework makes me feel VERY BU ZI ZAI.
anyway, I don't want to go back NYP. BYEBYE FAGGOT.
Date : Friday, May 01, 2009 Time : 4:39 PM Title :
THIS IS A JOKE MAN. people were talking in garena and i stumbled upon this:
"爱你不是两三天" "四天而已吗。。。" "最多五天"
idiots.
Date : Time : 12:19 AM Title :
I'm so shag. Just done with bathe and I've not really dry my hair!!! But I smell really nice now.
Just now went to Isaac's house. There was, Isaac(duh), Jenn, me, Baby, JiAn, Hanfong, Junxian, Shouxian,Huiling and Mak! Jenn made me laughed till I'm damn tired and my throat hurts. Hf another one. JiAn tio bully by Jenn rofl. Baby during dota was shooting vulgarities like no tomorrow. Listen and watch to those whose reactions got alot (like Baby) during dota was damn hilarious man..
Huiling was so quiet lor. She doing her hw. So poor thing right? We all having fun while she did her school stuff. ZZZ. and Jenn finished her RJ in time when everyone ends their dota. I was so tired that I was actually dreaming that after on when everyone heads home, I have Baby to lean on during the train ride home.