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Date : Monday, April 30, 2007
Time : 1:36 PM
Title :
I don't know.
I thought I've seriously gotten over it?
WHAT IS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH ME!?
Yes, only a part is NUMB-ED.
Why not all?
Get over with it and NUMB everything.
I'm sick and tired of having to go over it again and again!!!
AAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!
What, practically every week?
JUST
GET
OFF
ME.
P.S
at least stay until this (first) song's finished playing.
Nice song..... was totally mesmerised by it..
My mood was kind of influenced by this song ..
Close your eyes and listen carefully to the music... and the lyrics...
Can you guys feel what I feel?
I don't know.. That's why I like to listen to chinese songs instead?
I feel that the lyrics get through me better.
At least I feel something.
Happy, sad....
Time : 1:36 PM
Title :
I don't know.
I thought I've seriously gotten over it?
WHAT IS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH ME!?
Yes, only a part is NUMB-ED.
Why not all?
Get over with it and NUMB everything.
I'm sick and tired of having to go over it again and again!!!
AAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!
What, practically every week?
JUST
GET
OFF
ME.
P.S
at least stay until this (first) song's finished playing.
Nice song..... was totally mesmerised by it..
My mood was kind of influenced by this song ..
Close your eyes and listen carefully to the music... and the lyrics...
Can you guys feel what I feel?
I don't know.. That's why I like to listen to chinese songs instead?
I feel that the lyrics get through me better.
At least I feel something.
Happy, sad....
Date :
Time : 11:03 AM
Title :
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MY DESKTOP PIC!
WAHAHAH.
Doesn't it look seriously familiar?
I know..
THE POP!
XD
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MY BIBLE! love it love it love it.
I don't know why I took a picture of it.
Because it's my first one?
hahaha
Currently listening to 風中少林 by 元氣 !!!
WAHAHA. I love the rap.
These 2 days been listening to K ONE, 五月天 music.
Can really go nuts..
Entire day spent listening to their music and studying..
Then now G BOYS!?
But music and study at the same time..
really helps me to study!
I mean..
I can remember what I read yesterday.
Normally I couldn't. So like no point in reading anything.
But exams time, to play save better not.
Or else I might end up studying NOTHING instead.
=.-"
10..
9..
8..
7..
6..
5..
4..
3..
2..
1..
BYEBYE.
Time : 11:03 AM
Title :
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MY DESKTOP PIC!
WAHAHAH.
Doesn't it look seriously familiar?
I know..
THE POP!
XD
.jpg)
MY BIBLE! love it love it love it.
I don't know why I took a picture of it.
Because it's my first one?
hahaha
Currently listening to 風中少林 by 元氣 !!!
WAHAHA. I love the rap.
These 2 days been listening to K ONE, 五月天 music.
Can really go nuts..
Entire day spent listening to their music and studying..
Then now G BOYS!?
But music and study at the same time..
really helps me to study!
I mean..
I can remember what I read yesterday.
Normally I couldn't. So like no point in reading anything.
But exams time, to play save better not.
Or else I might end up studying NOTHING instead.
=.-"
10..
9..
8..
7..
6..
5..
4..
3..
2..
1..
BYEBYE.
Date : Friday, April 27, 2007
Time : 9:07 PM
Title :
SHICHANG SIR!
VANESSA M'AM!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
NICE RIGHT!?
I know! 'Cause it's typed by PAMELA!!
Wahahahaha.
Anyway,
CONGRATS SHICHANG FOR YOUR POST!
Hmph, I'm so jealous!
(why isnt there a girl unit EH!?)
But I'm still really happy for you! (:
And Vanessa,
M'AM!
HAHAHA.
CHAIRPERSON OF REGENT RED CROSS.
MAD WOMAN, hahahaah
You came running to us so happy!
Iris and I were praying and keeping our fingers crossed.
Next year, it will be your turn to be infront of Mr Wong!
WAHAHAHAH.
So:
ShiChang,Vanessa,Binghan,Mie2,Junhao,
and..
ME!!
Must work hard!!
Hmm.. But I really don't want to be the VICE-CHAIR!
Especially... with HIM! T_T
If it's someone else, I will definitely work hard to bring up the name of Regent TKD.
But com'on man, I see him immediately no mood already.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Today had tissue culture.....
In the tissue culture lab.....
At between the two physics lab...
I was laughing nearly the entire 2 hour plus laaaa..
Self-entertainment again.
=.=
So blur....
Made numerous mistakes.
THEN THAT MR TEO,
ALWAYS APPEAR AT MY SIDE
=.=!!!
Scary leh!
Then beside the laminar flow cabinet,
there's this quite small space,
and I squeezed in!
Er, cannot say squeeze,
because I fit nicely inside with lots of space left! hahahah
Easier to see maaaa.
Then Mr Teo pushed me in,
because before that I was like,
taking every opportunity to go in.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
Mr Teo la.......
THEN,
dunno why,
the guys mask always got saliva !!!
WA PIANG LOR.
CAN SEE THE TEETH AND THE MOUTH.
NEED TO CHANGE HOW MANY TIMES
=.=
Then had to wear the really orh piang slippers.. and an oversize coat
LOL!
SIZE LARGE SIA!
_
PE lesson.
Mrs Phua said that I had GOLD for the NAPFA!
YAY.
If only in sec one I had gotten a gold instead of silver.
Wouldn't it be great now....
):
Stupid leh..
During the trial last week, I realised that improved my running this year didn't go any good,
cause obviously,
WHILE I CAN RUN,
I CAN'T SPRINT.
BUT THEN.
on wednesday.
I GOT 5POINTS FOR SHUTTLE RUN!
Yes baby, I'm back.
HAHAHA.
I CAN SPRINT SINCE YOUNG DE OKAY!?
No long distances.
I sucked.
hmm, anyway, don't care la
Time : 9:07 PM
Title :
SHICHANG SIR!
VANESSA M'AM!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
NICE RIGHT!?
I know! 'Cause it's typed by PAMELA!!
Wahahahaha.
Anyway,
CONGRATS SHICHANG FOR YOUR POST!
Hmph, I'm so jealous!
(why isnt there a girl unit EH!?)
But I'm still really happy for you! (:
And Vanessa,
M'AM!
HAHAHA.
CHAIRPERSON OF REGENT RED CROSS.
MAD WOMAN, hahahaah
You came running to us so happy!
Iris and I were praying and keeping our fingers crossed.
Next year, it will be your turn to be infront of Mr Wong!
WAHAHAHAH.
So:
ShiChang,Vanessa,Binghan,Mie2,Junhao,
and..
ME!!
Must work hard!!
Hmm.. But I really don't want to be the VICE-CHAIR!
Especially... with HIM! T_T
If it's someone else, I will definitely work hard to bring up the name of Regent TKD.
But com'on man, I see him immediately no mood already.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Today had tissue culture.....
In the tissue culture lab.....
At between the two physics lab...
I was laughing nearly the entire 2 hour plus laaaa..
Self-entertainment again.
=.=
So blur....
Made numerous mistakes.
THEN THAT MR TEO,
ALWAYS APPEAR AT MY SIDE
=.=!!!
Scary leh!
Then beside the laminar flow cabinet,
there's this quite small space,
and I squeezed in!
Er, cannot say squeeze,
because I fit nicely inside with lots of space left! hahahah
Easier to see maaaa.
Then Mr Teo pushed me in,
because before that I was like,
taking every opportunity to go in.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
Mr Teo la.......
THEN,
dunno why,
the guys mask always got saliva !!!
WA PIANG LOR.
CAN SEE THE TEETH AND THE MOUTH.
NEED TO CHANGE HOW MANY TIMES
=.=
Then had to wear the really orh piang slippers.. and an oversize coat
LOL!
SIZE LARGE SIA!
_
PE lesson.
Mrs Phua said that I had GOLD for the NAPFA!
YAY.
If only in sec one I had gotten a gold instead of silver.
Wouldn't it be great now....
):
Stupid leh..
During the trial last week, I realised that improved my running this year didn't go any good,
cause obviously,
WHILE I CAN RUN,
I CAN'T SPRINT.
BUT THEN.
on wednesday.
I GOT 5POINTS FOR SHUTTLE RUN!
Yes baby, I'm back.
HAHAHA.
I CAN SPRINT SINCE YOUNG DE OKAY!?
No long distances.
I sucked.
hmm, anyway, don't care la
Date : Thursday, April 26, 2007
Time : 11:11 PM
Title :
Beautiful people.
Hello.
Look at the time now. 11.06.
):
It's late and I'm still up.
While I'm suppose to be studying, I'm here ONLINE.
No idea what for.
Plainly, I'm just wasting time.
I think I'm not going to sign in so often, but still everydAy? haha
Anyway, I miss my grandfather again.
I miss him so much!!
Today's a crazy day.
I'm too tired to type them all out.
Gonna save the energy for tomorrow.
See ya peeps.
Have to study the matrices(chicken subj, but study in case >_<)
before I can allow myself to go to sleep!
):
Time : 11:11 PM
Title :
Beautiful people.
Hello.
Look at the time now. 11.06.
):
It's late and I'm still up.
While I'm suppose to be studying, I'm here ONLINE.
No idea what for.
Plainly, I'm just wasting time.
I think I'm not going to sign in so often, but still everydAy? haha
Anyway, I miss my grandfather again.
I miss him so much!!
Today's a crazy day.
I'm too tired to type them all out.
Gonna save the energy for tomorrow.
See ya peeps.
Have to study the matrices(chicken subj, but study in case >_<)
before I can allow myself to go to sleep!
):
Date : Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Time : 5:48 PM
Title :
Time : 5:48 PM
Title :
EVIA: HAHAHA. HELLO! XD
Sufei : I've linked you since a loooonng time ago. ((: and.. hello!!
Haiqing : THANKS!!! I'm sorry I can't tag your blog. I don't know why,
but I can't enter yours. Really sorry! But I will try again at some other
computers!! (: Must wait ah! hahah
SERENA : YO GIRL!
wEi! : HELLO!!!! HELLO HELLO HELLO.
SO NICE TO SEE THAT YOU TAGGED MINE!!!! (: THANK YOU!
Nolirneen : You've been punk'd! ZZZZZ
SiNyU : HIIIIIII (:
SING WITH ME HOW GREAT~ IS OUR GOD~! (:
WEN WEI!!
HELLO! XD
Evia, Haiqing, Sufei, Sinyu, NOLIRNEEN [ =_=" ], Serena
HI!!!!!!!
Hi people!
I have never felt so happy in a very long time.
Hahahah.
Maybe I've finally let go the love's burden?
I don't know..
But I don't feel the pain anymore!!!
Is it I've numb myself against him.
BUt......... whatever!!
I just like the way I am now. (( :
Thanks people! (:
YOU GUYS ARE GREAT.
3-9 ROCKS.( so does 2-5'06!! )
LALALALA xD
Finally got my BIBLE on sunday. THANKS UNCLE SUNNY!! May your lame jokes last forever, and stay happy! (:
Service was GREAT.
GREAT
GREAT
GREAT
FUEL at nine. HAHAH, I'm late.
But for a few minutes!!
Made new friends.
Hahahah
First time at FUEL,
hard to understand.
But it's okay!!
There will be lots of chances in future. (:
JOCELYN TEH.
must go also hor?
ZZZZZZ.
Yesterday... I've forgot. ShiChang and his " You've been punk'd" thing again. SERIOUSLY, very lame.
In the morning had physics test.
ARGH
WHAT, worksheet know how to do,
test dunno how to do??!
Worksheet don't know how to do,
test know how to do??!
O.O"
VERY VERY stupid.
THIS MORNING, ANOTHER starting of the day, ANOTHER TEST.
OPEN BOOK TEST.
WAHAHAHA
The thing is, Yesterday night I revised till I was so tired that I just fell asleep. =.="
with the lights on, still wearing my specs, book on my pillow.
AND THEN ZAO SHANG PING MING try to read everything.
In the end go back to class,
Mr tan gave us some time to go beg or borrow ss tb from other ppl,
because he let us refer to the book.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was supposed to stay awake till my brother and father came back home from jogging... at like.. 2220hr??!
MY BROTHER LA.
Dunno what so late still want to go jogging o.o"
SIAO.
Okay peeps, got to go and study.
It's going to be tough being the vc, with him being the C. =.="
Date : Friday, April 20, 2007
Time : 8:43 PM
Title :
EVIA IS SO CUTE LA!!
THANK YOU EVIA(:
You really made me smile.
I'm serious!!
See this?
IT'S YOUR NAME!
( X
And Sufi,
really sorry!
Please forgive me for not talking (:
SC, are you always in a rush?
Vanessa and I were waiting for you today.
YB,
thank you. (:
I won't say much here,
since this is an open diary.
But you know what I mean.
hahahaha
Vanessa,
thank you too! (:
I could have made you my best friend since a long time ago. (X
Time : 8:43 PM
Title :
EVIA IS SO CUTE LA!!
THANK YOU EVIA(:
You really made me smile.
I'm serious!!
See this?
IT'S YOUR NAME!
( X
And Sufi,
really sorry!
Please forgive me for not talking (:
SC, are you always in a rush?
Vanessa and I were waiting for you today.
YB,
thank you. (:
I won't say much here,
since this is an open diary.
But you know what I mean.
hahahaha
Vanessa,
thank you too! (:
I could have made you my best friend since a long time ago. (X
Date : Thursday, April 19, 2007
Time : 7:35 PM
Title :
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OKay, the 1st one is my foolscap. Like what I said in my previous post. Stephanie said I am devoted hahahah. Anyway, that is the "old version" of my foolscap. I've added more stuff! HAHAH. (:
The second is my drawing!!! Actually, I was inspired by Michelle's art on my hand during sports day. Hence, I decided to do something of my own!! Haha, so half of the credit should go to Michelle (X
But out came this. So.. unexpected. Was hoping I could come up with a better one ):
Second and third is mine too. XD
Heart's a little distorted. But, that was what I feel. Even now.
The forth pic should be the third, then the third should be the forth. haha. sorry!
So yesterday have been a great day, 'cause I had surrendered yesterday to the Lord. It turned out good alright. But except on some parts, it's been rather.... disappointing. But it's okay. I should get used to it anyway.
And today.. can't say it's been good. But it's okay too. hahah. Had slept for a few minutes during social studies. Was seriously bored to death. Lesson's so dry and everything. Then came bio after maths. HAHAHA. I failed bio test!! I wasn't sad or angry. Instead, I was laughing. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
Maths... This two weeks maths... chicken feet. ZZZZZ
So, can relax a little I guess?
BACK TO BIO.
Thank you SOMEONE for making him walk pass 3-9.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Happy is happy. But... it's quite funny also laaaaa. hahah.
Time : 7:35 PM
Title :
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OKay, the 1st one is my foolscap. Like what I said in my previous post. Stephanie said I am devoted hahahah. Anyway, that is the "old version" of my foolscap. I've added more stuff! HAHAH. (:
The second is my drawing!!! Actually, I was inspired by Michelle's art on my hand during sports day. Hence, I decided to do something of my own!! Haha, so half of the credit should go to Michelle (X
But out came this. So.. unexpected. Was hoping I could come up with a better one ):
Second and third is mine too. XD
Heart's a little distorted. But, that was what I feel. Even now.
The forth pic should be the third, then the third should be the forth. haha. sorry!
So yesterday have been a great day, 'cause I had surrendered yesterday to the Lord. It turned out good alright. But except on some parts, it's been rather.... disappointing. But it's okay. I should get used to it anyway.
And today.. can't say it's been good. But it's okay too. hahah. Had slept for a few minutes during social studies. Was seriously bored to death. Lesson's so dry and everything. Then came bio after maths. HAHAHA. I failed bio test!! I wasn't sad or angry. Instead, I was laughing. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
Maths... This two weeks maths... chicken feet. ZZZZZ
So, can relax a little I guess?
BACK TO BIO.
Thank you SOMEONE for making him walk pass 3-9.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Happy is happy. But... it's quite funny also laaaaa. hahah.
Date :
Time : 12:43 PM
Title :
Heartache ):
Look at the time of this post!! And guess what.
I have not even start on my homework.
So not like me.
But whatever la.
Post first XD
OKAYYYY.
Talked to Isaac for nearly an hour. Hahaha. Left about a min or few seconds left before offically. Wow. To think that now then I realised that he is mature. Isaac!! JIAYOU! and cheer up!!! ((:
-
Thank you for those who cared for me these past few days. Really really glad that you guys are there for me. Especially YOU, who like has became my good friend.
YUP, and THE LORD!!! LOve Him so much and much and much and much.
He's there too when I'm down or something.
Oh, He just has a way!!! (:
So.. Stephanie's proud of me to be so devoted. Hahaha. Should have seen my foolscap. Entire cover is all about Him.
OH WELL. hahahah
Terribly nursing a heartache.
WHY?
and what's about this stupid CRUSH.
whom've not talked to before.
=.="
argh. SHE should know. haha
was like
oh my god! pam!
ZZZZ
but it just be a MIGHT!
I REPEAT, a MIGHT!
aiya...
I will get over it soon.
that's just a minor stuff.
Don't care either.
Just that.....
I
really
can't
bear
to
look
at
him
Time : 12:43 PM
Title :
Heartache ):
Look at the time of this post!! And guess what.
I have not even start on my homework.
So not like me.
But whatever la.
Post first XD
OKAYYYY.
Talked to Isaac for nearly an hour. Hahaha. Left about a min or few seconds left before offically. Wow. To think that now then I realised that he is mature. Isaac!! JIAYOU! and cheer up!!! ((:
-
Thank you for those who cared for me these past few days. Really really glad that you guys are there for me. Especially YOU, who like has became my good friend.
YUP, and THE LORD!!! LOve Him so much and much and much and much.
He's there too when I'm down or something.
Oh, He just has a way!!! (:
So.. Stephanie's proud of me to be so devoted. Hahaha. Should have seen my foolscap. Entire cover is all about Him.
OH WELL. hahahah
Terribly nursing a heartache.
WHY?
and what's about this stupid CRUSH.
whom've not talked to before.
=.="
argh. SHE should know. haha
was like
oh my god! pam!
ZZZZ
but it just be a MIGHT!
I REPEAT, a MIGHT!
aiya...
I will get over it soon.
that's just a minor stuff.
Don't care either.
Just that.....
I
really
can't
bear
to
look
at
him
Date : Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Time : 8:20 PM
Title :
WHY?! WHY!?
WHY DIDN'T His WORDS HAVE AN AFFECT ON ME!?
WHY???
It wasn't meant to be that way.
WHY???
All of a sudden, what I'm supposed to be feeling,
shot me. I feel like crying so much, so much,
that I have to call myself a B**** to stop.
I was practically on the brink of tears.
But how can I cry in front of my family?
Where's this being STRONG went to?
I'm so weak.
P.S Thank you SOMEONE[a girl btw].
You really help(ed) me alot. (:
Time : 8:20 PM
Title :
WHY?! WHY!?
WHY DIDN'T His WORDS HAVE AN AFFECT ON ME!?
WHY???
It wasn't meant to be that way.
WHY???
All of a sudden, what I'm supposed to be feeling,
shot me. I feel like crying so much, so much,
that I have to call myself a B**** to stop.
I was practically on the brink of tears.
But how can I cry in front of my family?
Where's this being STRONG went to?
I'm so weak.
P.S Thank you SOMEONE[a girl btw].
You really help(ed) me alot. (:
Date :
Time : 5:23 PM
Title :
DEAREST EVIA
SEE YOUR NAME~!?
LOL.
You ah, so funny XD
This post is Evia's credit. Go thank her! HAHAhaHa
You people just have a way to make me rack my brains to post something.
But it's good laa.
haha.
Today, I can say,
I've became much more happier than the past few days.
It's always about him, and him, and him.
But it's okay!!
At least I've got a confirmed answer.
I shan't make myself tired for him again!!
(:
Im so proud of myself.
( but it doesn't mean that i'm giving him up or anything. it's hard to, since i like him for who he is. i just need a break. )
At least, Jesus is there for me to take my sorrows away,
replace it with His encouraging presence and everything.
Or else, I would just think of him, and I'll be okay.
OR ELSE, I listen to the christian songs, and there will be this really strange PEACE. It feels so tempting if I don't have it.
That wasn't His plans for me.
He's patiently guiding me to the Right Path (X
Ya, the right path is for me to fall from the roller chair.
=.="
I hate roller chair.
ALWAYS nearly fall.
Somemore the seat is LIKE SUPER DUPER SMALL !?
>_<
Yesterday night halfway sleeping,
all of a sudden had leg cramp.
Hmm. Not really leg.
It's my calf. The right one.
So pain till I was gritting my teeth.
I couldn't move it at all.
Then this morning it still hurts.
Went back home, climbed the overhead bridge,
had problems!
Somemore like got backache like that.
AH!!!
I'm seriously OLD la!!!!
)):
Once again, must say thank you to Evia for indirectly making me type this post.
ZZZZZZ
Time : 5:23 PM
Title :
DEAREST EVIA
SEE YOUR NAME~!?
LOL.
You ah, so funny XD
This post is Evia's credit. Go thank her! HAHAhaHa
You people just have a way to make me rack my brains to post something.
But it's good laa.
haha.
Today, I can say,
I've became much more happier than the past few days.
It's always about him, and him, and him.
But it's okay!!
At least I've got a confirmed answer.
I shan't make myself tired for him again!!
(:
Im so proud of myself.
( but it doesn't mean that i'm giving him up or anything. it's hard to, since i like him for who he is. i just need a break. )
At least, Jesus is there for me to take my sorrows away,
replace it with His encouraging presence and everything.
Or else, I would just think of him, and I'll be okay.
OR ELSE, I listen to the christian songs, and there will be this really strange PEACE. It feels so tempting if I don't have it.
That wasn't His plans for me.
He's patiently guiding me to the Right Path (X
Ya, the right path is for me to fall from the roller chair.
=.="
I hate roller chair.
ALWAYS nearly fall.
Somemore the seat is LIKE SUPER DUPER SMALL !?
>_<
Yesterday night halfway sleeping,
all of a sudden had leg cramp.
Hmm. Not really leg.
It's my calf. The right one.
So pain till I was gritting my teeth.
I couldn't move it at all.
Then this morning it still hurts.
Went back home, climbed the overhead bridge,
had problems!
Somemore like got backache like that.
AH!!!
I'm seriously OLD la!!!!
)):
Once again, must say thank you to Evia for indirectly making me type this post.
ZZZZZZ
Date : Monday, April 16, 2007
Time : 6:06 PM
Title :
TODAY IS A HORRIBLE DAY
ARGH.
was kind of depressed since MT lesson.
then had physics.
i wasnt paying attention to ms lai at all.
NOT
AT
ALL.
i didnt know what she was talking.
All i did was to draw..........[ugly picture btw]
so.. tired.
again.
then came a maths.
better i guess. e
veryone was copying li yan's answer as USUAL.
then recess.
my FROSS
GONE
=.="
then was english.
another real good sleeping pill.
then spa_bio
though there isnt any spa
While drawing the graph or some shit
i really really feel like slamming everything on the table.
Perhaps it's my mood or WHATEVER.
i really really feel like screaming.
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
so fed-up.
so tired.
ya, remembered that i choked on my stupid saliva TWICE today
dot dot dot
the first time was during eng.
i coughed, my sides hurt BADLY
like a knife is TRYING to stab pass my flesh and skin.
siao siao siao
Time : 6:06 PM
Title :
TODAY IS A HORRIBLE DAY
ARGH.
was kind of depressed since MT lesson.
then had physics.
i wasnt paying attention to ms lai at all.
NOT
AT
ALL.
i didnt know what she was talking.
All i did was to draw..........[ugly picture btw]
so.. tired.
again.
then came a maths.
better i guess. e
veryone was copying li yan's answer as USUAL.
then recess.
my FROSS
GONE
=.="
then was english.
another real good sleeping pill.
then spa_bio
though there isnt any spa
While drawing the graph or some shit
i really really feel like slamming everything on the table.
Perhaps it's my mood or WHATEVER.
i really really feel like screaming.
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
scream
so fed-up.
so tired.
ya, remembered that i choked on my stupid saliva TWICE today
dot dot dot
the first time was during eng.
i coughed, my sides hurt BADLY
like a knife is TRYING to stab pass my flesh and skin.
siao siao siao
Date : Sunday, April 15, 2007
Time : 8:06 PM
Title :
NOLIRNEEN!!
I'm not lazy!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, let's start on friday
That day started our first plant tissue culture enrichment.
Freaking boring I say..
Then we went into the room itself,
had to wear those really ORH PIANG slippers.
then stayed in school until 6+ with honyee [ huiling was with us too (: ]
hahahahah, honyee went all the way yewtee to buy french fries and apple pie.
I asked him to go there again and help me buy
WAHAHAHAHAH
But he didnt ):
XD
Then until Vanessa and the two ncc guys had finished, we went home!!
Seriously, I didnt want to go home.
But no choice...
T_T
Yesterday did practically nothing i guess. Well, except online for nearly the whole day?
then...
TODAY!!!
went for IGNYTE SERVICE!!
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
WE SANG "HOSANNA" ,
and i practically fell in love with it.
My throat nearly burst after done with singing the song.
With my full 100% heart (x
Hmm.. didnt manage to get my bible, because the manna shop didnt open or something.
BUT IT'S OKAY!!!!!
next week!!!!
can't wait again!
HAHAHAHA
ahhh.. SUNDAYS ARE JUST WONDERFUL!!!
though it means having school the next day.
Hmmm,
maybe I go for the fuel next week?
Time : 8:06 PM
Title :
NOLIRNEEN!!
I'm not lazy!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, let's start on friday
That day started our first plant tissue culture enrichment.
Freaking boring I say..
Then we went into the room itself,
had to wear those really ORH PIANG slippers.
then stayed in school until 6+ with honyee [ huiling was with us too (: ]
hahahahah, honyee went all the way yewtee to buy french fries and apple pie.
I asked him to go there again and help me buy
WAHAHAHAHAH
But he didnt ):
XD
Then until Vanessa and the two ncc guys had finished, we went home!!
Seriously, I didnt want to go home.
But no choice...
T_T
Yesterday did practically nothing i guess. Well, except online for nearly the whole day?
then...
TODAY!!!
went for IGNYTE SERVICE!!
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
WE SANG "HOSANNA" ,
and i practically fell in love with it.
My throat nearly burst after done with singing the song.
With my full 100% heart (x
Hmm.. didnt manage to get my bible, because the manna shop didnt open or something.
BUT IT'S OKAY!!!!!
next week!!!!
can't wait again!
HAHAHAHA
ahhh.. SUNDAYS ARE JUST WONDERFUL!!!
though it means having school the next day.
Hmmm,
maybe I go for the fuel next week?
Date : Thursday, April 12, 2007
Time : 9:12 PM
Title :
IM SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST LET ME FALL INTO A DEEP SLEEP.
not that i do not want to wake up again.
but a sleep would be of no harm right?
Maybe, there would be endless of wonderful dreams. I don't know. Haha
I think I'm going to fall sick soon or something. Hahaha. who cares.
Let the rain hide my tears away from you.
You can't see it, you can't feel it.
Sorrows are mine, mine solely,
No one's able to take it away.
But can the Time?
But how long does it takes?
Time : 9:12 PM
Title :
IM SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST LET ME FALL INTO A DEEP SLEEP.
not that i do not want to wake up again.
but a sleep would be of no harm right?
Maybe, there would be endless of wonderful dreams. I don't know. Haha
I think I'm going to fall sick soon or something. Hahaha. who cares.
Let the rain hide my tears away from you.
You can't see it, you can't feel it.
Sorrows are mine, mine solely,
No one's able to take it away.
But can the Time?
But how long does it takes?
Date :
Time : 5:49 PM
Title :
Why? Why do things came out perfect and end in plain... hurt ?
Me...
I feel so tired.
Just want to rip my heart out.
I feel like banging my fists onto the wall.
I feel like tearing whatever's in my way apart.
What?
People says, others would come and appreciate it one day.
I don't know.. I don't want to wait anymore.
Perhaps.
Pieces here and there. I haven't got anymore energy to say any more things.
Why?
I know this is the first time I've put in so much with 100% meaning and everything.
Time is just moving too fast, with every passing day, my heart gets even more tired.
Maybe, I wouldn't mind if I can just forget certain things..
Time : 5:49 PM
Title :
Why? Why do things came out perfect and end in plain... hurt ?
Me...
I feel so tired.
Just want to rip my heart out.
I feel like banging my fists onto the wall.
I feel like tearing whatever's in my way apart.
What?
People says, others would come and appreciate it one day.
I don't know.. I don't want to wait anymore.
Perhaps.
Pieces here and there. I haven't got anymore energy to say any more things.
Why?
I know this is the first time I've put in so much with 100% meaning and everything.
Time is just moving too fast, with every passing day, my heart gets even more tired.
Maybe, I wouldn't mind if I can just forget certain things..
Date : Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Time : 9:53 PM
Title :
hhaha, miss my old blog. dunno what i writing. ZZZZZZZZ . old memories. HAH! since p6 okay...
=.-"
anyway, today's sports day. since shi chang doesnt want to write about sports day, i shall write about it!! wahahahaha. i know im good XD
SHI CHANG!! are u reading this!!!!? WAHAHAHAHAH. i think im having the time of my life. (((((((((((((((:
this year sports day seemed really... short. so many events all during sports heats. blah! missed so much. ZZZZZZZ
then wonderful michelle helped me to paint my hand. want see picture? haha NOT. while michelle was painting.. mr chow helped me drew... me[ IZZIT???!!?! DOTS!!] , blue belt. BUZZ!!! he draw nice la. haha. the thing is.. he had degraded me to blue belt!! tang tang de yi ge black belt bian cheng le blue belt. YIKES!
THANK YOU MICHELLE.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
HAHAHAHAHAH. GUMPTION IS HOUSE CHAMP. WHY? BECOS IM IN GUMPTION!
just kidding. XD
HAH XD
HAHA XD
HAHAHA XD
zZZzz, maybe next year i join the relay?
HAH, over my dead body.
aiya..... remember pri 5 that time relay, my team got SECOND!! but ever since SOMEONE TOOK MY EVENT ALWAY JUST BECOS SHE LOST AND HAS NO MEDAL OF WHATEVER RUBBISH[ during p6 ], i didnt join. i hate her. she lost like my problem like that. i think now she's in regent. wow, howfated we are.
-
thank you people for caring.
haha, i think imokay now.. (:
Time : 9:53 PM
Title :
hhaha, miss my old blog. dunno what i writing. ZZZZZZZZ . old memories. HAH! since p6 okay...
=.-"
anyway, today's sports day. since shi chang doesnt want to write about sports day, i shall write about it!! wahahahaha. i know im good XD
SHI CHANG!! are u reading this!!!!? WAHAHAHAHAH. i think im having the time of my life. (((((((((((((((:
this year sports day seemed really... short. so many events all during sports heats. blah! missed so much. ZZZZZZZ
then wonderful michelle helped me to paint my hand. want see picture? haha NOT. while michelle was painting.. mr chow helped me drew... me[ IZZIT???!!?! DOTS!!] , blue belt. BUZZ!!! he draw nice la. haha. the thing is.. he had degraded me to blue belt!! tang tang de yi ge black belt bian cheng le blue belt. YIKES!
THANK YOU MICHELLE.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
*GUMPTION HOUSE CHAMPION.
HAHAHAHAHAH. GUMPTION IS HOUSE CHAMP. WHY? BECOS IM IN GUMPTION!
just kidding. XD
HAH XD
HAHA XD
HAHAHA XD
zZZzz, maybe next year i join the relay?
HAH, over my dead body.
aiya..... remember pri 5 that time relay, my team got SECOND!! but ever since SOMEONE TOOK MY EVENT ALWAY JUST BECOS SHE LOST AND HAS NO MEDAL OF WHATEVER RUBBISH[ during p6 ], i didnt join. i hate her. she lost like my problem like that. i think now she's in regent. wow, how
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thank you people for caring.
haha, i think im
Date : Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Time : 3:25 PM
Title :
Today during the morning assembly, I prayed, and cried.
I talked to Him, because I was having this time of many feelings again.
To say, overwhelming.
I wanted someone to talk to, and there.
So went back to class, I wasnt in the mood for anything at all. Just wanted to pen down my thoughts. Out came this. It wasn't a poem...
Just.. words..
I know You can hear my heart's crying.
My heartache, my sadness.
Your purpose for making me go through
what I'm going through,
is to make me stronger,
to resist my heart's desires,
to make me feel that there are even better things in this beautiful world...
But then, this will be my truth:
"I'm sorry, my Lord!
I'm sorry that it's hard.
All I want is to just break down and cry,
to chase my feelings away,
to be NUMB of all things."
----
THEN:
But when it's hard,
You came into my mind,
and tell me that it's okay if NO ONE wants me,
and that I have You,
You ease the ache in my heart.
You are always there, You always have a way.
Ya, so that's it.
I feel so..... tired?
no..
Time : 3:25 PM
Title :
Today during the morning assembly, I prayed, and cried.
I talked to Him, because I was having this time of many feelings again.
To say, overwhelming.
I wanted someone to talk to, and there.
So went back to class, I wasnt in the mood for anything at all. Just wanted to pen down my thoughts. Out came this. It wasn't a poem...
Just.. words..
I know You can hear my heart's crying.
My heartache, my sadness.
Your purpose for making me go through
what I'm going through,
is to make me stronger,
to resist my heart's desires,
to make me feel that there are even better things in this beautiful world...
But then, this will be my truth:
"I'm sorry, my Lord!
I'm sorry that it's hard.
All I want is to just break down and cry,
to chase my feelings away,
to be NUMB of all things."
----
THEN:
But when it's hard,
You came into my mind,
and tell me that it's okay if NO ONE wants me,
and that I have You,
You ease the ache in my heart.
You are always there, You always have a way.
Ya, so that's it.
I feel so..... tired?
no..
Date : Monday, April 09, 2007
Time : 9:21 PM
Title :
I WANT TO GO OUT LA!!
At home, see everyone's face like so -SMELLY-, or else very tired.
It's like..
ARGH.
No mood for anything,
yet...
I managed to do my A'Maths hw??!!!
I didn't understand what that teacher was blabbering about.
Always see her mouth move so WEIRD.
Some stupid unknown foreign language.
She talking to whiteboard ah?
- Someone, help me make this night an enjoyable and happy one. I don't want to go to bed in a ....... foul mood. Like I could just spit the vulgarities out. ANYTHING.
Time : 9:21 PM
Title :
I WANT TO GO OUT LA!!
At home, see everyone's face like so -SMELLY-, or else very tired.
It's like..
ARGH.
No mood for anything,
yet...
I managed to do my A'Maths hw??!!!
I didn't understand what that teacher was blabbering about.
Always see her mouth move so WEIRD.
Some stupid unknown foreign language.
She talking to whiteboard ah?
- Someone, help me make this night an enjoyable and happy one. I don't want to go to bed in a ....... foul mood. Like I could just spit the vulgarities out. ANYTHING.
Date : Friday, April 06, 2007
Time : 8:49 PM
Title :
TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY.
Timeless at Trinity today. Yup, enjoyed it (:
I won't say much, but those who don't intend to go, it's gonna be a waste!!!
GO TOMORROW!! XD must go la. hahahah
So so so looking forward for the next church service. Must hurry up get a bible!!! Trinity would be soon my new "home".
zzZzZzz. i feel so blessed. heeees xD
-
Today went to the temple at 7AM IN THE MORNING, to erm... bai bai. I didnt though. never touch any jossticks or anything. woke up at around 6:20(SIAO AH. So early.). Then I went into where the urns are. Saw my grandfather's one, and a wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I felt his presence strongly for the first time in near 8 years. I miss him so much!!! I feel like hugging him badly. My tanned grandfather. How i wish i could buy him the very same ice cream he bought for me and my brother[sry 'bout the grammer, but it sounds nicer >.<]after kindergarden session. ): Passed by the cremation site too. It was like, the saddest time in my life[pri 1; i missed an entire week of sch. YAY] was clearly played at the place. Like a video. The scenes all came back. Shouldn't have gone to the temple. But it has been years since i went there. MY GRANDFATHER!!!dearly miss )):
亲爱的外公， 你听到我在跟你说话吗？
Time : 8:49 PM
Title :
TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY.
Timeless at Trinity today. Yup, enjoyed it (:
I won't say much, but those who don't intend to go, it's gonna be a waste!!!
GO TOMORROW!! XD must go la. hahahah
So so so looking forward for the next church service. Must hurry up get a bible!!! Trinity would be soon my new "home".
zzZzZzz. i feel so blessed. heeees xD
-
Today went to the temple at 7AM IN THE MORNING, to erm... bai bai. I didnt though. never touch any jossticks or anything. woke up at around 6:20(SIAO AH. So early.). Then I went into where the urns are. Saw my grandfather's one, and a wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I felt his presence strongly for the first time in near 8 years. I miss him so much!!! I feel like hugging him badly. My tanned grandfather. How i wish i could buy him the very same ice cream he bought for me and my brother[sry 'bout the grammer, but it sounds nicer >.<]after kindergarden session. ): Passed by the cremation site too. It was like, the saddest time in my life[pri 1; i missed an entire week of sch. YAY] was clearly played at the place. Like a video. The scenes all came back. Shouldn't have gone to the temple. But it has been years since i went there. MY GRANDFATHER!!!dearly miss )):
亲爱的外公， 你听到我在跟你说话吗？
Date : Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Time : 4:03 PM
Title :
Im a new me (( :
yay.
only some people know what i'm talking about. xD
looking forward to the next service. hahahh
ps: evia. love u too!! haha
evia ---> she's very nice u'know (( :
so are all the girls from 3-9 XD
Time : 4:03 PM
Title :
Im a new me (( :
yay.
only some people know what i'm talking about. xD
looking forward to the next service. hahahh
ps: evia. love u too!! haha
evia ---> she's very nice u'know (( :
so are all the girls from 3-9 XD
Date :
Time : 4:03 PM
Title :
Im a new me (( :
yay.
only some people know what i'm talking about. xD
looking forward to the next service. hahahh
Time : 4:03 PM
Title :
Im a new me (( :
yay.
only some people know what i'm talking about. xD
looking forward to the next service. hahahh