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NYP
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Date : Monday, April 27, 2009
Time : 10:46 PM
Title :
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HELLO people.
Today school was not bad. Reached lecture theatre near 1010 - the start of lecture. The whole of last week I have been either on the dot or few minutes late. Back in secondary school I got worms to eat.
After Statistics went to the cafe@library. Head back to lecture theatre. Nearly dozed off during lecture. Felt tired all of a sudden man. Understood today's class on microeconomics. Just that I hate drawing graphs.
Actually, I hate Maths.
But I see lots of maths stuff in my textbooks that was being taught back in sec4. I gave all my maths knowledge back to MdmPang already. I don't even remember how to use the calculator to count the mean and standard deviation for statistics. Yay me.
Went to tutorial classroom. Bloody heck freezing in there man. Plus tutor's voice like drug, really made me super sleepy and lethargic. He was like a spoilt radio, kept repeating his words, except that the more he said, the more confused some of the girls got. I wasn't, cause I couldn't really pay attention. I tried, really.
Came out of the room and had a headache..
Went to CWP cause my baby(boyfriend and NOT real baby),jenn and hf waiting for me man! I like dua sai like that-.-They waited for me for hours sia!!!! But they don't mind waiting cause they go home only zuo bo. GOOD SIA. Saw Ashley at YCK station. I thought he was tall man. NO la, actually is I short -___________________________________________________________-
Time : 10:46 PM
Title :
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HELLO people.
Today school was not bad. Reached lecture theatre near 1010 - the start of lecture. The whole of last week I have been either on the dot or few minutes late. Back in secondary school I got worms to eat.
After Statistics went to the cafe@library. Head back to lecture theatre. Nearly dozed off during lecture. Felt tired all of a sudden man. Understood today's class on microeconomics. Just that I hate drawing graphs.
Actually, I hate Maths.
But I see lots of maths stuff in my textbooks that was being taught back in sec4. I gave all my maths knowledge back to MdmPang already. I don't even remember how to use the calculator to count the mean and standard deviation for statistics. Yay me.
Went to tutorial classroom. Bloody heck freezing in there man. Plus tutor's voice like drug, really made me super sleepy and lethargic. He was like a spoilt radio, kept repeating his words, except that the more he said, the more confused some of the girls got. I wasn't, cause I couldn't really pay attention. I tried, really.
Came out of the room and had a headache..
Went to CWP cause my baby(boyfriend and NOT real baby),jenn and hf waiting for me man! I like dua sai like that-.-They waited for me for hours sia!!!! But they don't mind waiting cause they go home only zuo bo. GOOD SIA. Saw Ashley at YCK station. I thought he was tall man. NO la, actually is I short -___________________________________________________________-
Date : Sunday, April 26, 2009
Time : 11:04 AM
Title :
I don't want to go NYP tomorrow
*sits on the floor*
*kicks legs*
*whines*
*(pretends) crying and rub the eyes*
I hate maths.
I don't like statistics. I don't like microeconomics. I don't like accounting. I don't like the principles of management. I don't like effective communication. I don't like internet&web.
Yeap. These are all the modules I'll be taking for this sem.
Bascially, in short, I hate school and whatever stuff I'm studying.
I don't like lectures. I don't like tutorials. I don't like lecture notes and I HATE textbooks. Those, apart from RP students, have to spend bombs on textbooks. WTH.
I'm broke enough. Please.
Can NYP be like RP and change everything so the only thing we need to bring is our laptop?
HONESTLY LA.
And I'm still really very tired!
This morning I was dreaming of going to the toilet. When I woke I was indeed really damn f-ing urgent BLOODY HELL.
Yesterday night I was eating, and this insect dropped into my soup.
It died INSTANTLY and I was damn happy man.
Screw you for dropping into my soup of all places.
I'm going to catch up with my television now. I have not been bonding with it for one week and I bet it miss my attention like crazy.
Time : 11:04 AM
Title :
I don't want to go NYP tomorrow
*sits on the floor*
*kicks legs*
*whines*
*(pretends) crying and rub the eyes*
I hate maths.
I don't like statistics. I don't like microeconomics. I don't like accounting. I don't like the principles of management. I don't like effective communication. I don't like internet&web.
Yeap. These are all the modules I'll be taking for this sem.
Bascially, in short, I hate school and whatever stuff I'm studying.
I don't like lectures. I don't like tutorials. I don't like lecture notes and I HATE textbooks. Those, apart from RP students, have to spend bombs on textbooks. WTH.
I'm broke enough. Please.
Can NYP be like RP and change everything so the only thing we need to bring is our laptop?
HONESTLY LA.
And I'm still really very tired!
This morning I was dreaming of going to the toilet. When I woke I was indeed really damn f-ing urgent BLOODY HELL.
Yesterday night I was eating, and this insect dropped into my soup.
It died INSTANTLY and I was damn happy man.
Screw you for dropping into my soup of all places.
I'm going to catch up with my television now. I have not been bonding with it for one week and I bet it miss my attention like crazy.
Date :
Time : 9:46 AM
Title :
In the past, I would know nearly everything/everything.
But it's no longer that way now, I guess.
It'll be hard to adapt, but that feeling of _ should eventually die away, I hope?
And Evia has turned into baby's and my pictures into jokes. Lols. Really funny man.
AND YAY, I can play dota on my own laptop now!
Time : 9:46 AM
Title :
In the past, I would know nearly everything/everything.
But it's no longer that way now, I guess.
It'll be hard to adapt, but that feeling of _ should eventually die away, I hope?
And Evia has turned into baby's and my pictures into jokes. Lols. Really funny man.
AND YAY, I can play dota on my own laptop now!
Date : Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time : 11:45 AM
Title :
It was a super tiring week for me. All of a sudden want me to wake up much earlier than before, then bus and train to school, then go through the daily school routine, I don't know how long I have to take to adapt, after a full 6 months of slacking. The weather is crazy. I'm feeling the heat getting into my head. Sudden high heat, then into the cold classroom, then out again under the sun, then into the cold, it's affecting me. Moreover I haven't been eating cause I didn't have the appetite to eat, though I was hungry. With the lack of sleep, imagine how tired I am. I was on a emotional rollercoaster since two weeks ago.
Yesterday met up with evia, went to J8 cos Evia wanted to do her stuff. Then head to RP to wait for weeboon,jenn and hanfong! WE WERE LOST THANKS TO ME, THE IDIOT. Evia and I stoned outside of weeboon's classroom, webcam-ed with him and jenn. Jenn showed us her classmates, then hanfong said "hi" to the both of us LOL. Weeboon showed us Joyce cause evia want to see her again, the one who they said look abit like Evia. I was the last one to know ._. but nvm lo. Cause the main char also not me. Walked towards causeway with lots of chatting. Went to Sakae Sushi with weeboon,jenn,evia and hanfong! That was a damn hilarious meal man. It was a really happy time for me. Next wednesday probably another one! But my lesson ends at 3 and not 11 that day ): cause got makeup lessons for the public holiday next friday. screw the school. and tests are coming in soon in a FEW WEEKS TIME. Haven't done my tutorials. I don't know if I must do, but I'll still give it a shot cause better be safe than sorry):
I'm so tired right now. My eyes are swollen(screw it) and my head is heavy and seemed to be swaying. I need sleep. But I don't seem to get any with the television switched on, and homework to be done.
Time : 11:45 AM
Title :
It was a super tiring week for me. All of a sudden want me to wake up much earlier than before, then bus and train to school, then go through the daily school routine, I don't know how long I have to take to adapt, after a full 6 months of slacking. The weather is crazy. I'm feeling the heat getting into my head. Sudden high heat, then into the cold classroom, then out again under the sun, then into the cold, it's affecting me. Moreover I haven't been eating cause I didn't have the appetite to eat, though I was hungry. With the lack of sleep, imagine how tired I am. I was on a emotional rollercoaster since two weeks ago.
Yesterday met up with evia, went to J8 cos Evia wanted to do her stuff. Then head to RP to wait for weeboon,jenn and hanfong! WE WERE LOST THANKS TO ME, THE IDIOT. Evia and I stoned outside of weeboon's classroom, webcam-ed with him and jenn. Jenn showed us her classmates, then hanfong said "hi" to the both of us LOL. Weeboon showed us Joyce cause evia want to see her again, the one who they said look abit like Evia. I was the last one to know ._. but nvm lo. Cause the main char also not me. Walked towards causeway with lots of chatting. Went to Sakae Sushi with weeboon,jenn,evia and hanfong! That was a damn hilarious meal man. It was a really happy time for me. Next wednesday probably another one! But my lesson ends at 3 and not 11 that day ): cause got makeup lessons for the public holiday next friday. screw the school. and tests are coming in soon in a FEW WEEKS TIME. Haven't done my tutorials. I don't know if I must do, but I'll still give it a shot cause better be safe than sorry):
I'm so tired right now. My eyes are swollen(screw it) and my head is heavy and seemed to be swaying. I need sleep. But I don't seem to get any with the television switched on, and homework to be done.
Date : Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Time : 6:49 PM
Title :
I kept swallowing my tears so I would not cry since 4 plus. I don't want to cry because I'm sick of crying, but crying is now my only way to release my emotions. Stuffs just keep building up in my heart. I don't know myself anymore. I seem to have lose my smile and all I can do is to keep quiet.
Time : 6:49 PM
Title :
I kept swallowing my tears so I would not cry since 4 plus. I don't want to cry because I'm sick of crying, but crying is now my only way to release my emotions. Stuffs just keep building up in my heart. I don't know myself anymore. I seem to have lose my smile and all I can do is to keep quiet.
Date : Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Time : 10:56 PM
Title :
I HAVE SCHOOL FROM 9 TO 11 TMR. DONT JEALOUS(:
Finally school started. Yesterday I was quite a loner cause I didn't turn up for one and a half day of orientation, and my class has already like, bonded. But it's okay, today was much better. But I still prefer to hang out with Regent de people. At least I think we are normal f3.
Friday going to Isaac's house. I think it's a superb idea(which is mine. tyty rofl) to hang out every friday. At least we still keep in contact and and like, erm, update each other on our lives right? Which reminds me, I WANNA GO RP CAUSE BABY AND JENN ARE THERE!!!!!! ): AND JENN TOLD ME GOT GIRL FROM HER CLASS SAY MY BABY HANDSOME SIA. SMELL THE VINEGAR IN THE AIR MAN... I want to box the girl sia. Careful don't let me know how she looks like or she going to get the daylights out of me
>.> HOW DARE YOU LOOK AT MY BOYFRIEND!! HNG!!!
but thankyou to Jenn lo.. she told her Baby's attached! NANI NANI POO POO.I tell you hor young woman,careful or I'll shove two toes up your nose.
And I'm really tired now. Had little sleep yesterday night and I practically used up all my energy today. Lucky school tmr is on for 2 hours.. Can't wait for friday so I can see the rest!
Time : 10:56 PM
Title :
I HAVE SCHOOL FROM 9 TO 11 TMR. DONT JEALOUS(:
Finally school started. Yesterday I was quite a loner cause I didn't turn up for one and a half day of orientation, and my class has already like, bonded. But it's okay, today was much better. But I still prefer to hang out with Regent de people. At least I think we are normal f3.
Friday going to Isaac's house. I think it's a superb idea(which is mine. tyty rofl) to hang out every friday. At least we still keep in contact and and like, erm, update each other on our lives right? Which reminds me, I WANNA GO RP CAUSE BABY AND JENN ARE THERE!!!!!! ): AND JENN TOLD ME GOT GIRL FROM HER CLASS SAY MY BABY HANDSOME SIA. SMELL THE VINEGAR IN THE AIR MAN... I want to box the girl sia. Careful don't let me know how she looks like or she going to get the daylights out of me
>.> HOW DARE YOU LOOK AT MY BOYFRIEND!! HNG!!!
but thankyou to Jenn lo.. she told her Baby's attached! NANI NANI POO POO.I tell you hor young woman,careful or I'll shove two toes up your nose.
And I'm really tired now. Had little sleep yesterday night and I practically used up all my energy today. Lucky school tmr is on for 2 hours.. Can't wait for friday so I can see the rest!
Date : Sunday, April 19, 2009
Time : 2:46 PM
Title :
I'm turning emo again because school starts tomorrow. I'm a loner-to-be.
Suddenly I feel I don't need to school nor new friends. Like I'm contented to be with Baby and my current friends. I didn't want yesterday to end, cause being with Baby makes me happy and I can laugh, being with him makes me forget stuff easily that I try hard to forget. But being like that ties him down. I'm selfish.
3 years shall pass as quick as how secondary school life has come and go. And then, maybe I shall decide that I'm no longer suitable for studying. Then I shall start working and hate work ._.
Time : 2:46 PM
Title :
I'm turning emo again because school starts tomorrow. I'm a loner-to-be.
Suddenly I feel I don't need to school nor new friends. Like I'm contented to be with Baby and my current friends. I didn't want yesterday to end, cause being with Baby makes me happy and I can laugh, being with him makes me forget stuff easily that I try hard to forget. But being like that ties him down. I'm selfish.
3 years shall pass as quick as how secondary school life has come and go. And then, maybe I shall decide that I'm no longer suitable for studying. Then I shall start working and hate work ._.
Date : Saturday, April 18, 2009
Time : 11:40 PM
Title :
Today! Went to FarEast and Bugis with weeboon(:
Wah, I LU CHI, made baby and me walk rounds in different places before we decided to take the mrt to our destination(Bugis,City Hall, Lavender). Walk until my feet seemed to be floating now....
And Baby was super sweet; despite having his own stuff to take, he helped to carry mine too.(:
It was heavy, and I wanted to help but he said NO): HEART PAIN SIA YOU KNOW.
We went Far East first. Both of us bought our bags from the same shop. EXPENSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and i love baby's new bag, till I want to carry it myself XD I still insist on carrying it even though the weight was hurting my back, and I really dont wanna him to take all the stuff and I can relax.
Went to Peninsula. He bought ________ (x
AND I THOUGHT PENINSULA WAS AT LAVENDER. ROFLMAO. I SO IDIOT RIGHT. LUCKY BABY WASN'T ANGRY.HAHAHAHA
THEN I THOUGHT CAN WALK TO ________ FROM __________ AND I MADE US WALKED FOR SO LONG. I'M SO EVIL. THE SUN WAS GETTING INTO OUR BRAIN TOO.WALAO.
Went to Bugis Street and we went on a shopping spree. I spent loads, omg, don't know where the money came from.
The entire time while we were out, we were constantly looking for food man. HAHA. AND we were hungry pigs(more of baby.haha. cause he has a huge stomach capacity). We went crazy over this bread thingy from BreadTalk, that has NACHO'S CHEESE MAN!
I LOVE BABY'S BAG.
I LOVE NACHO'S CHEESE.
I LOVE SHOPPING WITH BABY.
I LOVE WEEBOON!
Time : 11:40 PM
Title :
Today! Went to FarEast and Bugis with weeboon(:
Wah, I LU CHI, made baby and me walk rounds in different places before we decided to take the mrt to our destination(Bugis,City Hall, Lavender). Walk until my feet seemed to be floating now....
And Baby was super sweet; despite having his own stuff to take, he helped to carry mine too.(:
It was heavy, and I wanted to help but he said NO): HEART PAIN SIA YOU KNOW.
We went Far East first. Both of us bought our bags from the same shop. EXPENSIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and i love baby's new bag, till I want to carry it myself XD I still insist on carrying it even though the weight was hurting my back, and I really dont wanna him to take all the stuff and I can relax.
Went to Peninsula. He bought ________ (x
AND I THOUGHT PENINSULA WAS AT LAVENDER. ROFLMAO. I SO IDIOT RIGHT. LUCKY BABY WASN'T ANGRY.HAHAHAHA
THEN I THOUGHT CAN WALK TO ________ FROM __________ AND I MADE US WALKED FOR SO LONG. I'M SO EVIL. THE SUN WAS GETTING INTO OUR BRAIN TOO.WALAO.
Went to Bugis Street and we went on a shopping spree. I spent loads, omg, don't know where the money came from.
The entire time while we were out, we were constantly looking for food man. HAHA. AND we were hungry pigs(more of baby.haha. cause he has a huge stomach capacity). We went crazy over this bread thingy from BreadTalk, that has NACHO'S CHEESE MAN!
I LOVE BABY'S BAG.
I LOVE NACHO'S CHEESE.
I LOVE SHOPPING WITH BABY.
I LOVE WEEBOON!
Date : Friday, April 17, 2009
Time : 11:41 PM
Title :
I'm a koala bear.
I don't want to be a poly student cause it sucked being one. I should have failed 'O's and retained in regent. At least I've my friends and not alienated. I feel normal and can keep my sanity going. I was wrong to think it's cool to be studying on a poly campus.
Orientation was yesterday and today but I left halfway yesterday and did not attend today's. Well, I left at around 1.30. Does that count that as half of the day, between 8am and 6pm? Anyway, wanna know reason, ask me personally. The only person who knows is my weeboon(: If you ask him and you lucky, he will tell. If not, then ._.
I was going crazy seriously while I was at NYP yesterday. I shall say "NYP" and not my school due to some OBVIOUS reasons. I was losing my sanity at a rapid rate. I thought of Baby to keep myself going, as well as HL,Jenn etc,those who I usually hang out with after the O's. I don't know how to describe my classmates. I knew NO ONE please and some of them got attitude problem MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. Baby used the word ALIENATED and now I'm copying from him. Monday is a heavy day( from 9 or 10 to 6pm), and a lunch break in between, and I have a hunch I will be going solo. Wed and fri's the best. Wed's only 2 hours of school, which means I can play, and friday ends at 12pm(:
actually not lonely. OMG
AND THE ER, CLASSROOMS? ARE HUGE-INGLY SMALL.
Time : 11:41 PM
Title :
I'm a koala bear.
I don't want to be a poly student cause it sucked being one. I should have failed 'O's and retained in regent. At least I've my friends and not alienated. I feel normal and can keep my sanity going. I was wrong to think it's cool to be studying on a poly campus.
Orientation was yesterday and today but I left halfway yesterday and did not attend today's. Well, I left at around 1.30. Does that count that as half of the day, between 8am and 6pm? Anyway, wanna know reason, ask me personally. The only person who knows is my weeboon(: If you ask him and you lucky, he will tell. If not, then ._.
I was going crazy seriously while I was at NYP yesterday. I shall say "NYP" and not my school due to some OBVIOUS reasons. I was losing my sanity at a rapid rate. I thought of Baby to keep myself going, as well as HL,Jenn etc,those who I usually hang out with after the O's. I don't know how to describe my classmates. I knew NO ONE please and some of them got attitude problem MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. Baby used the word ALIENATED and now I'm copying from him. Monday is a heavy day( from 9 or 10 to 6pm), and a lunch break in between, and I have a hunch I will be going solo. Wed and fri's the best. Wed's only 2 hours of school, which means I can play, and friday ends at 12pm(:
actually not lonely. OMG
AND THE ER, CLASSROOMS? ARE HUGE-INGLY SMALL.
Date : Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time : 12:25 PM
Title :
有好多话要说，但说了也是白说。
心情很乱，我要的，却开不了口。
我只懂，如果没得到想要的，一开学，一定会后悔。
可是，时间好像已经不足了。
Time : 12:25 PM
Title :
有好多话要说，但说了也是白说。
心情很乱，我要的，却开不了口。
我只懂，如果没得到想要的，一开学，一定会后悔。
可是，时间好像已经不足了。
Date :
Time : 10:55 AM
Title :
omg.i dont wanna go back RH.
Time : 10:55 AM
Title :
omg.i dont wanna go back RH.
Date :
Time : 12:06 AM
Title :
今天终于去了KBOX！ 心情不好，所以把不开心的发泄在歌上，唱了个痛快，喉咙也要破了>.<
只是今天唱到特别的OMG.
难听死。
VOICEＣＯＮＴＲＯＬ在哪里！？
随便，反正心里面感觉比较舒服多了。尤其是收到了亲爱的简讯（：
慧玲（名字没错吧？！）想学跳舞，我也想！！！
知道 J- 学HIPHOP,好羡慕！！
啊， 好像睡觉。。
Time : 12:06 AM
Title :
今天终于去了KBOX！ 心情不好，所以把不开心的发泄在歌上，唱了个痛快，喉咙也要破了>.<
只是今天唱到特别的OMG.
难听死。
VOICEＣＯＮＴＲＯＬ在哪里！？
随便，反正心里面感觉比较舒服多了。尤其是收到了亲爱的简讯（：
慧玲（名字没错吧？！）想学跳舞，我也想！！！
知道 J- 学HIPHOP,好羡慕！！
啊， 好像睡觉。。
Date : Sunday, April 12, 2009
Time : 5:54 PM
Title :
爱一个人
如果你不爱一个人，请放手，
好让别人有机会爱她。
如果你爱的人放弃了你，
请放开自己，
好让自己有机会爱别人。
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的。
人生中有许多种，
但别让自己为一种伤害。
有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的。
爱一个人不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她。
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了。
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了。
如果真诚是一种伤害，
我选择谎言；
如果谎言一种伤害，
我选择沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，
我选择离开；
如果失去是苦，
你会怕不怕付出?
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束?
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ?
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉，
好多事情都是后来才看清楚。
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!
***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃
当然，在爱情里面，不能单单只有男的付出，女的也不例外。如果只靠一个人的努力，感情会是很难维持下去。
我觉得我自己开始弱了。我不知道何时才会做个最好的女友。我听着 “妥协”，感触非常的多，泪也不禁掉了。不是我要伤心，只是这首歌让我想起了你，想起了我们，让我想起了我们从开始就经历所有的障碍。我知道我对别人来说，这样子，实在是很笨，笨到笨不了。我再努力，还是觉得带给你的烦、伤、气、失望比乐的更多。亲爱的，这星期的我，做了个很失败的女朋友。
Time : 5:54 PM
Title :
爱一个人
如果你不爱一个人，请放手，
好让别人有机会爱她。
如果你爱的人放弃了你，
请放开自己，
好让自己有机会爱别人。
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的。
人生中有许多种，
但别让自己为一种伤害。
有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的。
爱一个人不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她。
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了。
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了。
如果真诚是一种伤害，
我选择谎言；
如果谎言一种伤害，
我选择沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，
我选择离开；
如果失去是苦，
你会怕不怕付出?
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束?
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ?
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉，
好多事情都是后来才看清楚。
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!
***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃
当然，在爱情里面，不能单单只有男的付出，女的也不例外。如果只靠一个人的努力，感情会是很难维持下去。
我觉得我自己开始弱了。我不知道何时才会做个最好的女友。我听着 “妥协”，感触非常的多，泪也不禁掉了。不是我要伤心，只是这首歌让我想起了你，想起了我们，让我想起了我们从开始就经历所有的障碍。我知道我对别人来说，这样子，实在是很笨，笨到笨不了。我再努力，还是觉得带给你的烦、伤、气、失望比乐的更多。亲爱的，这星期的我，做了个很失败的女朋友。
Date :
Time : 11:31 AM
Title :
4-5's bbq yesterday, and I went(*gasps*! But not surprised._.). I don't wanna say much, but I had to say I enjoyed it. 4-5 is really a very nice class to be with. Wah, EVERYONE all joke and very open and very together. I don't see one group, one group, another group, one here, one there.
And I'm not discriminating my own class! I love 4-9. 4-9 is good too. But the difference is that up till sec4, there are cliques.
I remembered the time when Mr Teo pointed out the different groups and the "character" of each of the groups. The different cliques start to open up to each other more in the beginning in sec4. I was first in Mie2 and the gang's group. After OBS, closed to Evia then Sufei and Honyee etc. End of sec4 after prelims onwards, with Jenn,wenwei,binghan,huiling, isaac etc.
And know what ma?! I think I have classmates whom I have never speak to before in my upper secondary school life. So omg right. Just one or two people bah. LOL. I also did shout at 1 or 2 friends, because I was being upset or people are being unreasonable, which totally pissed me off esp if it concerns my girl-friend, close or not. So NOT a gentleman.
AND! I can give you a name of somebody who has been bullying me and I've shouted at. We were at "loggerheads" right from sec1, and, sadly enough, till now. HAH. I know if you are reading this, you know who you are. But what makes the my world goes round has to be how we are behaving towards each other for the past years. Oh well. I love you(:
OMG, I'm not tired of talking bout us.
Till then, people.
Anyway, I really want to go kbox after hearing singing yesterday night. I want to dedicate the song “妥协” to weeboon(he very 屁股 啦！ he said what i like, he wont like. Very what hor!). I have been listening to it nonstop. My singing is not good, so I'm trying to perfect it.
Time : 11:31 AM
Title :
4-5's bbq yesterday, and I went(*gasps*! But not surprised._.). I don't wanna say much, but I had to say I enjoyed it. 4-5 is really a very nice class to be with. Wah, EVERYONE all joke and very open and very together. I don't see one group, one group, another group, one here, one there.
And I'm not discriminating my own class! I love 4-9. 4-9 is good too. But the difference is that up till sec4, there are cliques.
I remembered the time when Mr Teo pointed out the different groups and the "character" of each of the groups. The different cliques start to open up to each other more in the beginning in sec4. I was first in Mie2 and the gang's group. After OBS, closed to Evia then Sufei and Honyee etc. End of sec4 after prelims onwards, with Jenn,wenwei,binghan,huiling, isaac etc.
And know what ma?! I think I have classmates whom I have never speak to before in my upper secondary school life. So omg right. Just one or two people bah. LOL. I also did shout at 1 or 2 friends, because I was being upset or people are being unreasonable, which totally pissed me off esp if it concerns my girl-friend, close or not. So NOT a gentleman.
AND! I can give you a name of somebody who has been bullying me and I've shouted at. We were at "loggerheads" right from sec1, and, sadly enough, till now. HAH. I know if you are reading this, you know who you are. But what makes the my world goes round has to be how we are behaving towards each other for the past years. Oh well. I love you(:
OMG, I'm not tired of talking bout us.
Till then, people.
Anyway, I really want to go kbox after hearing singing yesterday night. I want to dedicate the song “妥协” to weeboon(he very 屁股 啦！ he said what i like, he wont like. Very what hor!). I have been listening to it nonstop. My singing is not good, so I'm trying to perfect it.
Date :
Time : 1:20 AM
Title :
真的真的很不舒服。。。！
I feel like a total retard. I feel so uncomfortable and I'm swaying(my head esp) uncontrollably, till a tear dropped. I think I yawned, but I cannot remember, despite being only a few minutes. I really, cannot, remember. I'm not in the right and good state to remember stuff.
我现在好冷好冷！
Time : 1:20 AM
Title :
真的真的很不舒服。。。！
I feel like a total retard. I feel so uncomfortable and I'm swaying(my head esp) uncontrollably, till a tear dropped. I think I yawned, but I cannot remember, despite being only a few minutes. I really, cannot, remember. I'm not in the right and good state to remember stuff.
我现在好冷好冷！
Date : Saturday, April 11, 2009
Time : 10:49 AM
Title :
你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天
This song has been acompanying me since yesterday night, to some sort fill my emptiness. That's what I have been feeling the whole time.
Time : 10:49 AM
Title :
你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天
This song has been acompanying me since yesterday night, to some sort fill my emptiness. That's what I have been feeling the whole time.
Date : Thursday, April 09, 2009
Time : 2:35 AM
Title :
zap zap zap. I'm tired and hungry again. I think I should buy a fridge and stock up food in my bedroom. Better if television, stove, washing machine and toilet are added. I will live in my bedroom.
ZZZ I hate Maple's Omega Sector. I was soooooo stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidddd to use the free ticket to ludibrium and now i have to spend 30k to go back to Victoria. WASTE MY TIME AND MONEY. What's worst is that I'd just missed the ride back to Victoria and now I have to wait again.
-_____________________________________________________________-
Baby says if I can last in maple for half a month, he will give me 5mil mesos. Initially, one month for 10 mil. -.- PSST **************************************************************
(:
Anyway, I want to 揭穿 his action in maple. He cop stuff from me when apparently, I'm actually the beggar who need more mesos and stuffs then him. HAHA. But, well, he learnt from me. Cause in Dota's version of maple(and thanks to it I'm back in maple wth) I cop stuff from him. And it's ALOT. He only cop one 毛 compared to the alot 毛s I cop from him.
And I'm really hungry la!!! I'm thinking of blueberry cake. Milo. Cheesecake. Instant noodles. KFC's chicken yum yum. I haven't finish my margar_ _ _. Nevermind. HAIS.
I'M HUNGRY.
I want to be a nocturnal human. I suck living in the day and sleeping at night.
Down with another week and half to school term! So NOT looking forward to it. I think when I get married, I'll be more suitable to be a tai tai than go out to work and support family, and this time, NO withdrawing of my own money!! Aiya, I'll ask my hubby to stop working and enjoy life with me. But I also want money to constantly roll into our pockets. No need to drop from the sky. I'll just choose the first one 'cause not so 夸张。
Time : 2:35 AM
Title :
zap zap zap. I'm tired and hungry again. I think I should buy a fridge and stock up food in my bedroom. Better if television, stove, washing machine and toilet are added. I will live in my bedroom.
ZZZ I hate Maple's Omega Sector. I was soooooo stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidddd to use the free ticket to ludibrium and now i have to spend 30k to go back to Victoria. WASTE MY TIME AND MONEY. What's worst is that I'd just missed the ride back to Victoria and now I have to wait again.
-_____________________________________________________________-
Baby says if I can last in maple for half a month, he will give me 5mil mesos. Initially, one month for 10 mil. -.- PSST **************************************************************
(:
Anyway, I want to 揭穿 his action in maple. He cop stuff from me when apparently, I'm actually the beggar who need more mesos and stuffs then him. HAHA. But, well, he learnt from me. Cause in Dota's version of maple(and thanks to it I'm back in maple wth) I cop stuff from him. And it's ALOT. He only cop one 毛 compared to the alot 毛s I cop from him.
And I'm really hungry la!!! I'm thinking of blueberry cake. Milo. Cheesecake. Instant noodles. KFC's chicken yum yum. I haven't finish my margar_ _ _. Nevermind. HAIS.
I'M HUNGRY.
I want to be a nocturnal human. I suck living in the day and sleeping at night.
Down with another week and half to school term! So NOT looking forward to it. I think when I get married, I'll be more suitable to be a tai tai than go out to work and support family, and this time, NO withdrawing of my own money!! Aiya, I'll ask my hubby to stop working and enjoy life with me. But I also want money to constantly roll into our pockets. No need to drop from the sky. I'll just choose the first one 'cause not so 夸张。
Date : Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Time : 1:37 AM
Title : To : my lover.
Hi, asdjajdpadajsdasgdb cqjepujASuyd jspaisfhapdf ujpauwpuj. Figure what it stands for.
ZZZ. It's after 1 AM and I'm still wide awake! I don't think I can survive once school starts.
zzz. Before even school officially starts I'm already hating the travelling.
Really don't wanna travel all the way to Yio Chu Kang everyday just for stupid lessons.
Somemore travelling will cost a 13517501253121253988125312469230$ bomb.
AND,
I have not done my tertiary ez-link card yet.
Kudos, girl.
AND,
WHERE IS MY LAPTOP!?
The school haven't send the configuration stuff to Asiapac Fujitsu yet(I think) because up till now, I have received no, I repeat, NO calls from them. It's driving me crazy man. I want to play L4D in my own bedroom and DOTA without having the comp shut down on me everytime(It doesn't now,though)! Gee, I feel like kicking my PC( even though I've done it before out of rage).
I'm back in maple, and I'm guessing it's got to do with my darn PC, that my maple is lagging like shit thank you very much. I do chicken-feet quests and have to take hour(s) to complete because the monsters practically hang in there but I still can move(not hit though)! Make me sooo dulan I alt tab and do other stuff. Let my character in maple rot at that same spot. Won't die also 'cause I doing noob quests relating to noob monsters.(:
I'm hungry and going crazy.
Been feeling anger and sadness for the past 2 days. DON'T wanna talk about them. Actually, I forgot what I was feeling angry or sad about, BUT I know these days were HORRIBLE.
I miss my baby alot...
The next three years will be an ordeal for us.
And further another 2 years down the road, he'll be serving his NS.
If people can be secondary school sweet hearts,
and last,
I believe we can last too.
The first few months of each of the 2 ordeals will be hard to cope, but I know things will turn out good and stronger for the both of us. Time can tear two people apart, however, it does bring two people closer too(:
I'll have faith and I believe my baby does have it too.
And thanks to him, I've made friends with people from the same batch, friends I have never thought that I would be friends with. I finally feel like I belong. And, well, I don't have to say, you can guess who are these people?
Anyway, I love my boy alot. I wanna share a feature of him that makes me fall in love with him even more, but I'm scared once I said it out and girls start noticing that certain feature, they will start falling in love with him and I will have 情敌！LOL. yeah. So I will have that special aspect of him all to myself to 欣赏(:
Sometimes, I do wish that there's a delete button in my life. So whenever unhappy stuffs happen, I can press "Delete", and I'll be happy again. But this is life. There is no "delete". And because there is no delete button, it made me hate life at some point of time. But luckily, I have a pillar of support. LimWeeBoon(: He's the special one, apart from friends and family, that I know I can truly lean on.
hais, I haven't type such a wordy post for such a long time. I think my standard of english has deteriorated too. Oh well.
Rmb I went to lib last week with YL. We saw these two birdies inside the shopping centre outside the LIBRARY. Flew in the shopping centre, center of attraction.
连鸟也会享受.
Taken at 1.55am. I'm one of these last few nocturnal humans wide awake at night.
Lastly,
my fav. pic of all time!
I love this picture so much I practically plastered it everywhere(:
Got another one too, but this one is the best. heehee.
Ciaos people. I shall find something else to do now.
It's 2.14 now!!
Time : 1:37 AM
Title : To : my lover.
Hi, asdjajdpadajsdasgdb cqjepujASuyd jspaisfhapdf ujpauwpuj. Figure what it stands for.
ZZZ. It's after 1 AM and I'm still wide awake! I don't think I can survive once school starts.
zzz. Before even school officially starts I'm already hating the travelling.
Really don't wanna travel all the way to Yio Chu Kang everyday just for stupid lessons.
Somemore travelling will cost a 13517501253121253988125312469230$ bomb.
AND,
I have not done my tertiary ez-link card yet.
Kudos, girl.
AND,
WHERE IS MY LAPTOP!?
The school haven't send the configuration stuff to Asiapac Fujitsu yet(I think) because up till now, I have received no, I repeat, NO calls from them. It's driving me crazy man. I want to play L4D in my own bedroom and DOTA without having the comp shut down on me everytime(It doesn't now,though)! Gee, I feel like kicking my PC( even though I've done it before out of rage).
I'm back in maple, and I'm guessing it's got to do with my darn PC, that my maple is lagging like shit thank you very much. I do chicken-feet quests and have to take hour(s) to complete because the monsters practically hang in there but I still can move(not hit though)! Make me sooo dulan I alt tab and do other stuff. Let my character in maple rot at that same spot. Won't die also 'cause I doing noob quests relating to noob monsters.(:
I'm hungry and going crazy.
Been feeling anger and sadness for the past 2 days. DON'T wanna talk about them. Actually, I forgot what I was feeling angry or sad about, BUT I know these days were HORRIBLE.
I miss my baby alot...
The next three years will be an ordeal for us.
And further another 2 years down the road, he'll be serving his NS.
If people can be secondary school sweet hearts,
and last,
I believe we can last too.
The first few months of each of the 2 ordeals will be hard to cope, but I know things will turn out good and stronger for the both of us. Time can tear two people apart, however, it does bring two people closer too(:
I'll have faith and I believe my baby does have it too.
And thanks to him, I've made friends with people from the same batch, friends I have never thought that I would be friends with. I finally feel like I belong. And, well, I don't have to say, you can guess who are these people?
Anyway, I love my boy alot. I wanna share a feature of him that makes me fall in love with him even more, but I'm scared once I said it out and girls start noticing that certain feature, they will start falling in love with him and I will have 情敌！LOL. yeah. So I will have that special aspect of him all to myself to 欣赏(:
Sometimes, I do wish that there's a delete button in my life. So whenever unhappy stuffs happen, I can press "Delete", and I'll be happy again. But this is life. There is no "delete". And because there is no delete button, it made me hate life at some point of time. But luckily, I have a pillar of support. LimWeeBoon(: He's the special one, apart from friends and family, that I know I can truly lean on.
hais, I haven't type such a wordy post for such a long time. I think my standard of english has deteriorated too. Oh well.
Rmb I went to lib last week with YL. We saw these two birdies inside the shopping centre outside the LIBRARY. Flew in the shopping centre, center of attraction.
连鸟也会享受.
Taken at 1.55am. I'm one of these last few nocturnal humans wide awake at night.
Lastly,
my fav. pic of all time!
I love this picture so much I practically plastered it everywhere(:
Got another one too, but this one is the best. heehee.
Ciaos people. I shall find something else to do now.
It's 2.14 now!!
Date : Saturday, April 04, 2009
Time : 11:31 PM
Title :
It's there means it's there. There are some things that unless you remove it, it will continue to stay. If you don't, then that's that. I don't want to stand any nonsense that really pissed me off. I mean, GET A LIFE. All these months it's a total 好心没好报. Waste my time and I get this kind of shit. Give me a break la.
Just wanna 发泄.
I'll be good and start thinking straight and proper again once I get over all of these.zzz
And what really further drives my horrible mood is having a piece of junk as comp(I was having mega kill and shit it, had to shut down on me) and AN ULCER AND GUM PAIN, both on the lower portion of mouth. MAN. It's so hard to eat, I eat even slower than my current grandma's pace. I'll start to learn to ignore pain and work fast. Good old Pamela. Always thinking for ownself.
Anyway, don't care me. The annoyance of the comp and pain, and some jerks who really feel like they own and that their feelings are the only thing that matter in the whole wide world to everyone, are getting into my head and I just need to go to sleep. Like seriously. Go to sleep and wake, feeling good all over again. Well, I don't think I will be sucessful this time lor.
Time : 11:31 PM
Title :
It's there means it's there. There are some things that unless you remove it, it will continue to stay. If you don't, then that's that. I don't want to stand any nonsense that really pissed me off. I mean, GET A LIFE. All these months it's a total 好心没好报. Waste my time and I get this kind of shit. Give me a break la.
Just wanna 发泄.
I'll be good and start thinking straight and proper again once I get over all of these.zzz
And what really further drives my horrible mood is having a piece of junk as comp(I was having mega kill and shit it, had to shut down on me) and AN ULCER AND GUM PAIN, both on the lower portion of mouth. MAN. It's so hard to eat, I eat even slower than my current grandma's pace. I'll start to learn to ignore pain and work fast. Good old Pamela. Always thinking for ownself.
Anyway, don't care me. The annoyance of the comp and pain, and some jerks who really feel like they own and that their feelings are the only thing that matter in the whole wide world to everyone, are getting into my head and I just need to go to sleep. Like seriously. Go to sleep and wake, feeling good all over again. Well, I don't think I will be sucessful this time lor.
Date :
Time : 4:38 PM
Title :
Yesterday was me and baby's 7th month! HOHOHO.We head to Bugis Street to find bags. Actually most of the time we were eating instead. At BJ there saw wedding dresses and photographs and wah, I was wondering when I can get married lor. When I do I will invite ALLLL those who usually hang out at Isaac's house.(:
Head to Isaac's house at night. Went for dinner at 302 with baby, Mak and SX. zzz. Baby and Mak (and sx) were talking bout dota(as usual) and this certain person keep spewing lots of vulgarities(both got say but one said exceptionally LOTS). Don' t need say can guess bah?(:
The rest were already at Iz's house. There's this period of time when the atmosphere was really "frightening". Jenn screamed and her horrified face really scared the wits outta me cause it reminds me of my own past screaming experiences.Bloody crap. LOLS. Then we talked(mostly I listened) and when it's time to leave, I very 不舍得! 11 of us squeeeeeeeeeeeeeezed into the lift when the max number of people is actually lesser than that number ROFL. Baby sent me home. CRAP. all my fault that he had to walk back to Isaac's house. Ask him turn back or take cab, he still walk. And that Mak still laughed. 哼。大便。
But. AIYA, so 心痛！
Just now dota-ed (solo cause I still trying to play better!) but my dang comp keep bloody hell !@#%^(&* shut down on me!!! So angry I used my small bolster and hit the computer screen. screw you computer. May you eat the shit from one end of the world to the other!
I want to go out with baby and those peeps again. I got flower legs and the flowers are blooming beautifully!
Time : 4:38 PM
Title :
Yesterday was me and baby's 7th month! HOHOHO.We head to Bugis Street to find bags. Actually most of the time we were eating instead. At BJ there saw wedding dresses and photographs and wah, I was wondering when I can get married lor. When I do I will invite ALLLL those who usually hang out at Isaac's house.(:
Head to Isaac's house at night. Went for dinner at 302 with baby, Mak and SX. zzz. Baby and Mak (and sx) were talking bout dota(as usual) and this certain person keep spewing lots of vulgarities(both got say but one said exceptionally LOTS). Don' t need say can guess bah?(:
The rest were already at Iz's house. There's this period of time when the atmosphere was really "frightening". Jenn screamed and her horrified face really scared the wits outta me cause it reminds me of my own past screaming experiences.Bloody crap. LOLS. Then we talked(mostly I listened) and when it's time to leave, I very 不舍得! 11 of us squeeeeeeeeeeeeeezed into the lift when the max number of people is actually lesser than that number ROFL. Baby sent me home. CRAP. all my fault that he had to walk back to Isaac's house. Ask him turn back or take cab, he still walk. And that Mak still laughed. 哼。大便。
But. AIYA, so 心痛！
Just now dota-ed (solo cause I still trying to play better!) but my dang comp keep bloody hell !@#%^(&* shut down on me!!! So angry I used my small bolster and hit the computer screen. screw you computer. May you eat the shit from one end of the world to the other!
I want to go out with baby and those peeps again. I got flower legs and the flowers are blooming beautifully!
Date : Thursday, April 02, 2009
Time : 11:28 AM
Title :
omg.I've been smiling to myself for quite some time now. I don't know why. Maybe I'm "enlightened!" Aiya,don't know what. Thing is,................................. nvm. I don't know what to say also.(:
Anyway,stupid nyl go swimming, I have to wait for her go library! I also want go swim swim~
i feel retard! *jump jump*
THE POWERS OF WATERMELON!
Time : 11:28 AM
Title :
omg.I've been smiling to myself for quite some time now. I don't know why. Maybe I'm "enlightened!" Aiya,don't know what. Thing is,................................. nvm. I don't know what to say also.(:
Anyway,stupid nyl go swimming, I have to wait for her go library! I also want go swim swim~
i feel retard! *jump jump*
THE POWERS OF WATERMELON!