It's there means it's there. There are some things that unless you remove it, it will continue to stay. If you don't, then that's that. I don't want to stand any nonsense that really pissed me off. I mean, GET A LIFE. All these months it's a total 好心没好报. Waste my time and I get this kind of shit. Give me a break la.

Just wanna 发泄.
I'll be good and start thinking straight and proper again once I get over all of these.zzz

And what really further drives my horrible mood is having a piece of junk as comp(I was having mega kill and shit it, had to shut down on me) and AN ULCER AND GUM PAIN, both on the lower portion of mouth. MAN. It's so hard to eat, I eat even slower than my current grandma's pace. I'll start to learn to ignore pain and work fast. Good old Pamela. Always thinking for ownself.
Anyway, don't care me. The annoyance of the comp and pain, and some jerks who really feel like they own and that their feelings are the only thing that matter in the whole wide world to everyone, are getting into my head and I just need to go to sleep. Like seriously. Go to sleep and wake, feeling good all over again. Well, I don't think I will be sucessful this time lor.