Date : Friday, April 17, 2009 Time : 11:41 PM Title :
I'm a koala bear.
I don't want to be a poly student cause it sucked being one. I should have failed 'O's and retained in regent. At least I've my friends and not alienated. I feel normal and can keep my sanity going. I was wrong to think it's cool to be studying on a poly campus.
Orientation was yesterday and today but I left halfway yesterday and did not attend today's. Well, I left at around 1.30. Does that count that as half of the day, between 8am and 6pm? Anyway, wanna know reason, ask me personally. The only person who knows is my weeboon(: If you ask him and you lucky, he will tell. If not, then ._.
I was going crazy seriously while I was at NYP yesterday. I shall say "NYP" and not my school due to some OBVIOUS reasons. I was losing my sanity at a rapid rate. I thought of Baby to keep myself going, as well as HL,Jenn etc,those who I usually hang out with after the O's. I don't know how to describe my classmates. I knew NO ONE please and some of them got attitude problem MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. Baby used the word ALIENATED and now I'm copying from him. Monday is a heavy day( from 9 or 10 to 6pm), and a lunch break in between, and I have a hunch I will be going solo. Wed and fri's the best. Wed's only 2 hours of school, which means I can play, and friday ends at 12pm(: actually not lonely. OMG