Date : Friday, August 17, 2007 Time : 8:06 AM Title :
Im trying to revive my blog!! Yes Yes.. I'm trying
Sorry about the pictures.. too many stars.. Make me see stars too.. when i feel like, i'll just edit it, or simply remove it. (x
YES, AND IM IN HIP HOP!!!! LESSONS START NEXT WEEK!!!!!! IMMA GOING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AFTER THE SABBATICAL AT HCI. HAH!
Got back results today. Didn't even want to tell my parents. but I don't expect them to be kept in the dark for very long, because once the report book comes, I would just have to give them an answer right? Whatever, Im just dragging the time. I take this as a setback that God has planned for me, to make me stronger in my studies. I was so angry...... Before A'maths I prayed for His strength to complete the paper in time, but all I got was cancellation all over the foolscap. I spent half an hour to do the first two bloody questions, and my mind became blank immdiately just when i went to look at the next question, and also as i moved my eyes down the paper. Mistakes too, yes many, and those are just RIDICULOUS mistakes. If I did them all correctly.. I could just get full marks...... But it's okay you know.... I'm getting weaker in all the subjects just as I thought I'm improving, so He decided to do something.... Thanks. And that's why I wasn't so upset about the results.
Tomorrow going to watch 不能说的秘密. stupid Jonathan has "LEAKED" out the secret.... RRRR
I don't expect any two people to get back together after a few years. It seemed kind of ridiculous isn't it? I think I might like someone else, and please don't talk to me anything about our "past". You and I did not officially got together at all, and Im really glad at that. I'm sorry to be so blunt about this and I learnt that I shouldn't be acting this way, but I seriously can't help it. Don't scare me, don't make me avoid you. Sort out your thoughts and think carefully. What was once blinded to my eyes surfaced just as time passed.. I was wondering, what was I thinking at that time? I grew up quite alot from my "first" experience, and thank you very much, I now know what to do. Sorry if you think Im going to be stupid enough to return to my "that" self. NOW LEAVE ME ALONE. I'M SCARED. I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SEE YOU AT ALL. IT'S ALL IMPOSSIBLE. p.s. my first would be when i have someone who i can be ME we're together. and we weren't like that.